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Tis I, the gregarious buffoon! Yes, the one who can make your ribs hurt from laughter and generally warm chilly feels one minute and then creep you out to the point of terrible uncomfortableness the next second. Yes, tis I who touched your butt when you were sleeping on the couch next to me. I'm the one who ruins perfectly good friendships. When there is no one to turn to, I destroy.

I'm having a nervous breakdown and I need support.

My 2 friends recently agreed with each other that I (also) have Asperger's, or that I could fall somewhere on the Autistic scale. Since I was first hospitalized at age 21 in 2009, I have been diagnosed with Bi-Polar disorder, ADHD, general anxiety, alcoholism, sociopathic tendencies, creative, dangerous, charming, weird, odd ball and been called an alien from another planet entirely, obnoxious, pretentious, smart as f**k, ridiculously funny and talented at writing songs.



I also have lived with gender dysphoria my entire life. I don't even really want to talk about that right now.

I need a friend really, really, badly.

but LOL OMG no really- I am tons of fun. I love adventures; I am always prepared for "getting lost." I am reliable and show up on time. I like to shop on the internet. One time, I was stoned buying something online and I somehow ended up subscribing to 6 magazines. They just kept showing up every month and I didn't really think about why. I just liked reading them because magazines are practically all non-fiction. I like instructional books and reference books, too. My current favorite book is about tying knots and splices, it has sweet looking pics of knots and I love the colorful ropes they use. My all time favorite book is the Thesaurus.

My sort of... mm... forte is making up words/ nicknames/ blended words/ new words/ new slang.... i found out there is a word for what I am doing called neologisms. I thought my title was "wordsmith" but apparently that's an outdated word!! ! LOL omg. I want to change my name to Anda which is a new name I made out of my real name which is Amanda. I call myself Anda but no one else does.

I'm just scared and I don't understand who I am or what I am or what I'm f*****g doing on Earth.

Hope to hear from u,

AP

Hey Anda welcome.

Edit: By the way, nice song in the video!

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