Forgiveness

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I have grown up with people not forgiving me and everywhere around me someones hating me or someone says something and then never does it. even if they make another plan to do it over.
So over the bullying the rude people and all the ignorance in the world i don't forgive people for what they do if they don't deserve my forgiveness because i all ready know there plan's and its
"Im sorry" And that never end's up proven. Or its simple not ever saying sorry. so for someone in my spot is that normal for a person to lose all care in forgiving someone?

I used to think this way, but a nice person who I always thought was an idiot said hi to me and started to talk like he does with everyone after that instead of just saying nothing and getting anxious when ever I saw an NT that "hated me" i tried talking to some of them and im now not so much of an outcast that everyone looks down to, although i will never be normal i try to make the effort and talk to them, there will always be the odd few that still try to get u mad but they are mugs anyway.