Post a video of yourself!! !! ! !! ! ! !!

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Ack! You're TRYING to overwhelm me man!

Highschool was bitterness and angst at those who mistreated me, but steadfast loyalty to those few people that actually SOUGHT ME out. Only reason I had friends was because they Wanted to be my friend. Odd. Thats how I learned my limited social skills.

My last job was at a supermarket, which further helped me with understanding NTs a bit more. I was in a bit of control and power having the register. It put things into a way I understand. Service and payment. This helped everything else seem to come naturally. Well I also remember needing to ask every single detail of a task lest I forget something, which I oftern did(I do this at home which annoys my dad to no end. I need to be Told everything or it doesn't happen. Unless I don't want to do it, which means it doesn't happen regardless.) Of course I lost that job due to failure to keep a good drawer all the time. The final straw was a loss of over $50 in 2 days. So they fired me. The wierd thing was I was only able to be social at work. I didn't quite understand it. I guess I learned to put on a facade to talk to people... But I might have more social skills than I realize. Still can't get that Theory of Mind everyone's talking about, and I continuously get false-positives on empathy, thinking someone is feeling off when they're not.

My father is very forgiving though. He's hard on you at the moment, but later it's all good. He also specifically tries to feed me and still marvels over how I never went through his fabled "Hunger years." I never had that pubescent hunger spike. I'm not a hungry person and don't eat when I don't have to.


County Services seem Rural-based. lake County is mostly rural. I'd need to get to a metropolitan area for what I need I think.

I don't know. Still overwhelming.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7eW0u8YLuc[/youtube]

This is video using the song NATUREBOY by David Bowie

i would but youtube bans all images of goatse

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13sGsHaAsf8[/youtube]

Title: Dating and new Toys
Length: 8:17
Subject: Lobber, Keyboard, Funny faces

Sorry for the shaky part at the keyboard... I was holding the webcam with one hand and playing with the other.

Comments welcome, do you think I am funny?

Don't usually watch these, but the whole 'toy' thing had me worried.

Anyhow, I understand a lot of what you're saying about relationships,
and don't know what to do about it either. When I was young, friends
were my main way of meeting women to the extent that I could actually
speak with them long enough to get them interested. I perform better with
a group, than one-on-one, in meeting people. The pressure is off of you,
and you can concentrate on what you want to say better.

Lightning: yours was captivating!
How did your mom not know you were filming?

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P--esjkV4_Y[/youtube]

This is a partial song video of OUTLAW TORN Metallica's S&M album
from 1999

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUhc1flU14c[/youtube]

I can't turn it right-side up! why can't I turn it right-side up???

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuJ4mp28n_M[/youtube]

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myB_8UPTGBQ[/youtube]

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubqYSI32swk[/youtube]

This is a short clip of me in a grappling match. Sorry, the video footage is really bad. The guy has me in a achilles tendon lock (I could barely walk the next day). I go for an ankle lock which the ref claims as illegal (it was legal), then I get a rear naked choke right as the round ends (I only needed 5 more seconds!).

I often find youtube personal videos painful to watch but Lobber you are a tv natural I watched the whole thing.
I think you came across really well on screen and I laughed out loud a couple of times too. The only bit I did'nt likewas when you put yourself down, theres no need you're cool! Dating is a game to be avoided I reckon; besides most women are really superficial, its best just to meet people and see what develops. I'd love to learn the piano its just impossible to do two different things with my hands, how on earth to organists cope with foot pedals too?! !
Great video Lobber.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iihNxxyatCY[/youtube]
Me eating nachos.

Thanks fresco, I appreciate the encouragement. I'll come up with something else to make fun of and maybe post another video.

Okay. I have tried without success to post video in this string. Which address do I use? the embed or the url?