Hi people.
I'm new to this forum. I joined in the Summer and forgot about it until a e-mail about updates to it.
My name is James. I'm 48. My username is LilZebra which is my soul name I've apparently had for the past 1,100 years - I was a real Plains Zebra (2x) back then. Been told by a spirit guide that I've been incarnating on Earth for the past 28,000 years. Prior to that I lived in a red dwarf star system about 500 ly away for 250,000 years before that.
I currently reside in Winnipeg, Canada, which is one of the coldest places to live on this planet.
I've always been described as being "different", although for most of my life when I asked what that meant, no one could go into detail.
I'm lucky, in that I've been reasonably employed over the years. I have a good work ethic because I was able to help my Dad with delivering flyers, starting in 1974, then got my first newspaper route a year later.
I hated school. I didn't like the smells of the classroom. The chalk, the chlorine in the water fountain, the markers, the kids who'd bully me.
I didn't get enough cuddles/affection when I was younger. My Dad was physically and verbally abusive towards me, so I learned to distance myself from him. My Mom did not allow me to return to my babyhood, and I had a "hard" (cold turkey) from it.
By the start of my puberty (late 1978), lots of things changed. I started to read the newspaper more, watch the tv news more. I got interested in communications tech like communications satellites, a pre-Internet technology called Telidon (like Prestel in the UK), broadcast policy of the CRTC.
Since age 6 I've always been interested in urban transit. I started a website about our transit system here and spoke at city council.
Since 2009 I have been aware of weather mods., ie chemtrails, which not everyone is aware of yet.
In October 2013 while I was appying for social assistance disability, I was interviewed by a psychiatriast who, after interviewing me for 20 mins. determined that I was an Aspie.
Still, I have not got the life skills help that I need. I find that I can become lax in housing maintenance. Two years ago, before my diag. I was not evicted from my apt. but not given a good ref. because my apt. smelled of cat pee. That's one of the things I do is to try and do things myself and not get the help (a maid?) I needed. I've been unemployed since April 2011 trying to figure out what went wrong in my career life, and trying to re-ignite the spark in my life path. I'm supposed to have a wife and family at some point.
I started off Catholic and have now switched to Mennonite. That's because the Catholic "folk group" (guitars, drums, keyboard) that used to sing at my Church, decided to retire in 2013. I'm also "Spiritual not Religious" - I have been doing a lot of meditation this past 5 years. I have learned a lot from my spirit guides, my future kids, etc...
09 Dec 2014, 12:48 pm
