Welcome TotenKopf
We certainly all want to help you with whatever questions, concerns etc you have.
I came here because it is a lot easier to find people who are willing to talk and share here than in real life. Plus you dont see us face to face everyday, so it is easier to lay itall on the line.
I am highly functioning, so most people dont see me as too awkward, but I am the funny guy that no one goes out of their way to include in social stuff.
I have two Aspy kids and a neurotypicl (NT) Wife who helps me a lot. I hope you have family, friends or associates who can help you. If not feel free to post at WP or PM me or whatever. We got to stick together, right?