31 years old aspie from UK! nice to meet everybody here.
I've decided to register and post here after years of reading, and the reason why I did so is because i'm Done.
I've got destroyed few month ago from a very sexy and lovely girl which she decided to turn her back and walk away from me. That's destroyed me, my balance and my brain which f****d up the situation with her due to the consequences of the suffer and my exploding feeling. I never felt in love so much before and she is gone.
Now i'm facing for the first time days where I'm not able to heal myself and everyday grind me down even further. I've cried for the first time in my life and yes I already thought about giving up to my life and leave this planet.
I don't know what to do, unable to think and enjoy and wake up from the bed, even if i'm still working 8 hours per day im totally blind and absent. Thanks god I'm the kind of aspie who learnt to act as a NT so i'm hiding and disguise my self very well.
I'm done, 100% in meltdown for the last few months.
Welcome to myself then.
03 Apr 2017, 10:03 am
