I am new here and I would like to know what is my problem

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I swear something is wrong with my brain. I am an adult but very weak with social skills. I can hardly get something intelligent out of my mouth, I speak gibberish. I am a target for bullies, they see that I have no place in society and I am depressed, so they make fun of that. I have been called autistic and slow. I can't stand looking myself in the mirror. I feel like crap because I am so stupid. Why am I so damn slow and stupid? What can I do to to overcome my problems? I feel like I am a 2 year old child's brain trapped in a man's body. My body grew but my brain didn't.
People always give me strange looks. I can understand why. I have little to no knowledge about outside world. I spend most of my time in my room playing games and watching tv shows or movies. What other option do I have? No one wants to be my friend. I can't drive either cause I can't even afford a car. I feel so miserable, tired of drowning in my sadness. Sometimes I just want to end it all.
I know that I need to add value to someone's life to make them consider my friendship, but how do I do that? I have nothing going for me. I am ugly, I am dirt poor and I am not fun to be around. It's no rocket science why I don't have any friends. It's because everyone is selfish to a degree and to get something you have to give something.

There's no hope for me. Probably I am gonna end up on the streets with no one to take care of me and then die from hunger. What did I do to deserve this fate?

Hello, welcome. Have you spoken to your doctor yet?

Welcome. I can relate to your problems. But it's not very helpful seeking help online. People will give you advice but they can't give you professional help. If you want that, you are gonna have to find a psychiatrist.

And I agree with you, people are very selfish. It's the way the whole world is. It's how we evolved. Before anything, we think about ourselves first.

You might be on the spectrum. I believe I am on the lowest part of the spectrum and I am suicidal.

Best of luck. Hope you get the help you need.

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