Hi, my names Emma. I've been browsing this site for friggin' ages (like a year or more) but only just registered. Not entirely sure why I chose now to join up... anyway...
The whole reason I found this site in the first place is to do with my boyfriend. We were actually internet friends for quite a while and I knew he's autistic. Then Febuary last year (2006) we met up and instantly connected - by the end of the trip we were a definite item. It's difficult because it's long distance but we're managing.
Anyway, since I was now dating him, I figured I'd come find out about this whole autism thing, which is how I found this site. It was when looking into autism that I started to wonder about myself a bit. I was always quite shy and "different". I started to see similarities in my actions and thoughts to people on this site and to my boyfriend. I really can't think of examples at the moment - I'm really bad at recalling memories exactly when I need them. Trust me, tomorrow I'll be sitting on the bus when suddenly one will pop into my head.
So, I'm not sure whether I have Aspergers or not. Whether my suspicions are just some sort of unconscious desire to be like my boyfriend or if there really is something behind it.