Well, I suppose I really should've been a BIT more descriptive about myself.
Well, first off I'm a complete photoshop junkie. I work in it all the time. I think really the only reason I do is to project my own, abstract emotions onto something a bit more physical... as physical as a computer image is... THATS NOT REALLY PHYSICAL NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT.
And, yes, I use caps lock a lot. A little too much, but I use it more for sarcasm, emphasis, and other stuff... it just makes it a lot more obvious and easier for me to read.
Umm... what else? Oh yes, I aspire to direct music videos some day. Cause all the ones out there today are just plain boring, uncreative, and... well, they all just show the band lip-syncing to their own songs. Honestly, I want to see the message their trying to put through the music. The visuals should work and emphasize the audio, not battle against it. Though, many people have said my ideas of what a music video are crazy and a little too out there. They've all told me that I'm over thinking this. x_x;
I think they're just emotionally shallow as far as musical expression goes.
Hmm, another interesting things is that I can create exact copies of pictures IN PENCIL. Give me a photo and 5 hours, and I'll make a copy of it. I don't know... its something I've always been able to do.
Also, yes, I'm vegan. I'm somewhat of a health freak and my parents don't understand why I'd want to do something like that. Then again, they all think I'm just weird, too hyper, and a little too anti-social and someone who just basically needs to "get some sun".
...whatever that means...
Though, as far as aspergers though, my diagnosis was really... un-traditional? I don't know. My psychiatrist basically asked me questions and kept it confidential from my parents. According to her, I definately have it... but the thing that bothers me is that I show symptoms of borderline-autistics when compared to my boyfriend, Nathan, who has a mild case of aspergers.
I mean, I flap my arms/hands when happy, toe-walk like crazy, do weird complex-partial body movements without realizing it, make weird noises, and for the most part, I can be extremely nonverbal, especially when sad or angry. From what I know, I had slightly delayed speech and didn't start using any significant sentences until the age of 5, even then, I was quiet... except I learned to recite my address, name, and birth date... but other than that, I didn't talk, or seemed unable to make any real conversation... especially with peers.
I also had a dinosaur obsession... not like everyone else... I actually memorized all known species of dinosaurs and various facts about them. My parents never noticed my odd obsession, though. They just kinda excepted that I was a very odd and talented young lady.
Though, despite my social deficits, I had a very high IQ and still do, up till this day. Mine is 134, and I'm only 15.
sure, I've adjusted to the point where I can put a mask on and act like everyone else, but I owe that to being female, and acting classes that I took as a grade-schooler, for acting puts you through a lot of unusual social situations.