I hear over and over people say,-
I am lonely, what do I do?
People drive me nuts!
Why do others not like me?
etc, etc,.
listen closely and think on what I am about to say.
Too much wine and too much song like the seasons will all change like the wind
in the ebb and flow of your life, enjoy them but do not make them the whole point to your life unless you intend to stay and live forever alone, and if you really felt that way you would not be crying about loneliness but instead relish it.
In your heart you have the power to make the angels sing or cry, listen.
Go forth in life, build your dreams with a passion, you hold the key to love and fear in your hands, its at your command, Aspies are unique in that they can tunnel vision and focus on things that normal people could only dream of doing and would take years of doing, we can also feel deeper and more profoundly about things because we are such deep thinkers and feelers, use this gift, build your riches and dream homes, forget other people, if you can latch onto a good idea run with it, people like seeing others with passion and drive about things, it attracts them because normal people have a hard time attaining this quality in their own lives, eventually (as long as you in some or many ways remain visible) someone will see you and like what they see and will come too you and will want to get to know you..
what this all means is that if you own your own home you do not have to worry about moving into and fitting into THEIR space and rules, and with them coming to you then your more likely to be a better match personality and interest wise, leaving you also the ability to pick and choose whom you wish in your life and weather or not you wish them to stay without taking a loss if you ever parted and you having to start over because it will not be you starting over.
The future is in the air, it comes with the winds of change, your heart may feel empty and dead but it is made of living pearl, you may feel like a shattered water pot cast aside into a never ending river never to be thought of again, whelp, its their loss, for shattered or not you will always be as full as the river that flows through you, and blessed be to the one who finds you and shows you the care your heart cries for for within you is the power of a love that even the angels would cry for.
you know you have a great love to share, just have patience, it drives others away if they think and feel you are needy or hard up, don't give off those vibes, focus on your dreams with a passion and the rest will follow in due time.
You only have one life to live, live it, if you are already in a relationship that you know is not right then stop waisting your time.
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28 Nov 2005, 7:22 pm
