I've been reading the stuff on this site for months now and thought I'd better say hello. When I feel isolated and misunderstood it helps to hear what other aspies think and go through. All my life I've been an ousider and couldn't understand why I didn't fit in untill recently. My seven year old son was diagnosed dyspraxic and I looked on various sites to learn more. I came across a definition of AS and it was like reading a perfect description of myself. I didn't know what I was like all these years and it was as if I'd seen my face in a mirror for the first time. Then I stumbled on wrong planet and I felt that here, just maybe, was a community I could belong to. Sort of feeling alone together. (I love paradox). This is my first post on any forum anywhere ever and I feel a bit nervous. Once again hi. 