Sora wrote:
byrlawson wrote:
Sora wrote:
I'm denied an IQ test. I really wish I could take one to prove people I'm a dunce - people think I'm highly gifted, that's terrible, even my mother recently admitted she's certain on that. The only test I was allowed to take was one for children up to age 16/17 when I just got 19 to prove to me that I'm not stupid. Since that was a kid's test and everybody would score high on that I made a point by ignoring it.
I think you are wrong all the way.
I get that a lot, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm horrible at schoolwork and that my teachers can't understand whatever I write in Klausuren. Those who claim I'm smart, mostly friends and family, have high expectations of me. That's why I want to proof that I'm not smart; to stop everybody from saying that I just do bad on purpose. It's horrible having to listen to this.
Having to be a person one really is not is really bad. But you cannot compare how you appear to yourself and how you appear to others. If you want to be yourself and do the things meaning fun to you then you should tell your parents and your friends. You shoulkd not claim to be stupid. They will not believe it anyway.
You may be doing things appearing natural to you but being special to others. It is normal and healthy that you want to be "normal" and that you perceive everything you do as perfectly normal.
People should not impose a different attitude on you and neither should you do that yourself. Try to do things you have fun doing and you are good at. There is a good chance that those are your strong features. Even if not, having fun is normal and healthy for young people and you will have better chances to excell at things in your future, perhaps when going to college or university and when you have more control about your life in general as an adult.
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