09 May 2018, 8:26 pm
, but, briefly, I fully realize I will surely get no help here 
- Even though the lost draft underlines yet again how marginal my tech equip, and thus my communications ability for reaching admissions office people, is, and how socially marginal I am, and how have been emotionally scarred by the C-IC's repeated spitting in my face. Okay .What you're saying right here seems to make it clear that you would be unable to cope with attending college.
- But, how the F does anyone here think that they know 100℅ of what I do and I do nothing else just because I talk about this subject here 
? Do tell.This continual type of attitude towards those trying to help you, makes you unlikeable.
No one is going want to help or give a s**t about someone unlikeable. Also it's a situation where you keep telling us how clueless we are and how you can outfox us, while also pleading with us to help you.
Constantly biting the hand you're asking to feed you.
10 May 2018, 1:06 am
...I really don't think correcting someone is bad. Ezra - Perhaps I should not have said " how the F ' - but I wanted to correct this idea that I never go to counsrling-type things, or that I could somehow get a full-time retail- price apartment. especially factoring in my handicapped-suitability.
And your reaction to Mr pointing my problems is to day " That shows you can't take college ". 
And that isn't insulting me? And that isn't stretching my financial and information deficit into " see, you're no good at all " - an insult 
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
10 May 2018, 1:29 am
It's amazing you've put up with us so long 
10 May 2018, 12:55 pm
, my body just can't do that anymore .More -
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, but, briefly, I fully realize I will surely get no help here - Even though the lost draft underlines yet again how marginal my tech equip, and thus my communications ability for reaching admissions office people, is, and how socially marginal I am, and how have been emotionally scarred by the C-IC's repeated spitting in my face. Okay .Why not buy a tablet with some of the money from your brothers estate, rather than dining out several times a day, or living in a motel for weeks? And take some computer/tech lessons at the library? You might not lose so many drafts if you practice quoting properly and which order to press the submit/view/go back buttons.
Homeless shelters are a warm and dry place to sleep, not a place to store your stuff. I know that sucks, but they have to do it that way otherwise people would just accumulate mountains of crap there.
10 May 2018, 12:57 pm
11 May 2018, 11:10 pm
...And besides, we don't DESERVE to have any possessions than what we can carry on our back! Right? Right! We should EXPECT to have everything we own in life,,,We're just worthless bums and deserve nothing less!
restaurants s great deal, you're rather wrong - I have a microwave and heat food in it, and I don't think I could live much of anywhere else - for now - than here. For thr short term, my attempts to get into that " recovery shelter " have failed, as yet. There are no indoor shelters here now, the SA shelter I was at was a winter shelter, it has closed for the season. I kind of don't think there are any others - especially that I could leave stuff at during the day, that was a real problem when I was at the SA shelter, carrying around a backpack left me in so much pain , my body just can't do that anymore .
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, but, briefly, I fully realize I will surely get no help here - Even though the lost draft underlines yet again how marginal my tech equip, and thus my communications ability for reaching admissions office people, is, and how socially marginal I am, and how have been emotionally scarred by the C-IC's repeated spitting in my face. Okay .Why not buy a tablet with some of the money from your brothers estate, rather than dining out several times a day, or living in a motel for weeks? And take some computer/tech lessons at the library? You might not lose so many drafts if you practice quoting properly and which order to press the submit/view/go back buttons.[/quote][/quote]
Homeless shelters are a warm and dry place to sleep, not a place to store your stuff. I know that sucks, but they have to do it that way otherwise people would just accumulate mountains of crap there.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
12 May 2018, 12:18 am
12 May 2018, 5:45 am
Sorry you have to put up with so many liars and idiots.
12 May 2018, 4:15 pm
That is NOT what I said. But the fact is, these places are a charity, with limited space, and they cant just let everybody accumulate whatever.
Besides this, self storage is a big business now. Have you considered getting a storage locker?
12 May 2018, 4:33 pm
Sorry you have to put up with so many liars and idiots.
Ez, a homeless shelter is not a free apartment. That's not its purpose or intent. If it were, people like AssP would just stay there forever vegetating at taxpayer expense.
12 May 2018, 4:38 pm
12 May 2018, 8:49 pm
...Let's see (I lost two drafts, by the way ) -
I did not say that RU said I should have nothing. Ur was an expansion of what I feel that cineot, stre he'd, rather implies.
However, any RU claims of kind intent got pretty shot down by his posts after that, where he got all Arcje Bunker about " taxpayer expense ", then called for the Mods to gag me - prevent me from expressing myself - on a LIFELONG sorrow - as well as what I could do regarding it 
You don't have to read my posts if you don't like me, you know .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
12 May 2018, 10:53 pm
...Now I want to talk about the last two-ish weeks since I got out of the hospital last, and not discuss)answer what people say about me. During this period, there's been off-and-on midrama involving the motel saying v they hadn't received the payment from the BYS lawyer and said g I'd have to leave if it didn't"t come in soon abd them getting some money or a promise of some and it not coming through and more melodrama.
This last week it became the motel saying they hadn't received the money (which is my money, remember) abd they needed it ir I'd have to leave and me contacting the lawyer, who said IURC that it was all in at, they understood the delay, but then, that evening, the motel saying to me they wanted money now, so it was not okay, to which I responded by paying them a considerable amount of money from my card for at least some of the back rent, then me contacting the lawyer about this but him not contacting me back - Then, two days later, the motel saying to me I had to leave that day, there apparently was some rule I could only stay so long without a break, and that they had gotten payment sent by the lawyer and I could stay one night at another motel, where a reservation had been made for me, and then, the next day, come back but to a different room...
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
12 May 2018, 11:37 pm
...Continuing...I lost a draft ...Even if this was nessecary, the NYS lawyer had not told me about this, and he has my E-mails address.
So I went to the more, on the more touristy side of town, where I was told a reservation had been made for me, and guess what? There was no such reservation. Someone was not telling the truth. Luckily I had enough money for a room, and one was available. Not wanting to rush back and forth, and feeling sleepy, I got two nights.
To-day (Sat.), I came back to the motel, to a new room. The steps upwards to get in is a greater distance than that in the old room (Handicapped - remember ). I had assumed, briefly, that anything I left behind might be never seen again by me - I'm used to living everything, remember - but some publications I meant to save had survived! 
However, two phones (One in tive, the minutes run our? And an expensive pair of shoes - were gone . The motel claimed the cleaning woman, who is off to-day, could find them tomorrow. We shall see.
I guess there's some of you that yearn for me to have nothing, really, at all and maybe that I be shut away in an institution forever . U am finishing up now typing at a nearby McDonalds that has Wi-Fi I went there so I could get some plastic utensils, to eat the food I gave in the room with. I had some but they were among the things thrown out. I do eat much of my food in the room, it has a microwave, albeit much if what I get us, well, " microwavable stuff '. The fact that The Powers That Be DI dump endless manyfactured crisis in me, yelling ' There, there, you gotta go There!! ! No, Here!! ! No, THERE;! !! !! !! !! ! " DOES contribute to my tendency to not be able to get things done, though you may not like to hear me say that .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
13 May 2018, 12:06 am
Sorry you have to put up with so many liars and idiots.
Ez, a homeless shelter is not a free apartment. That's not its purpose or intent. If it were, people like AssP would just stay there forever vegetating at taxpayer expense.
That was a bit of sarcasm directed at ASS-P. I should have added meanies to the list. We are all lying to him, giving him stupid advice and wanting him to suffer.
13 May 2018, 12:26 am
...I figured as much, Ezra.
You k ow something else I think, Ezra? U think your comments about my lack of tech knowledge, etc. proves U couldn't cope with college is rather cruel! I am reminded of that person who said that, because I am handicapped, I could not go . My lack of tech knowledge has lots to do with THE FACT THAT I AM OLD ENOUGH THAT I WENT TO SCHOOL BEFORE YOU WERE TAUGHT SUCH THINGS! My parents didn't know then, either, or anybody else around me...And, as I have meant to detail in this thread, when I tried to go back to school in my 29s and 30s --- ' alone ", incidentally, just as some people here (who are lying their guts out , but anyway) say they did, and I should do - it blew up in my face .
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everything we own in life,,,We're just worthless bums and deserve nothing less! Sorry you have to put up with so many liars and idiots.
Ez, a homeless shelter is not a free apartment. That's not its purpose or intent. If it were, people like AssP would just stay there forever vegetating at taxpayer expense.
That was a bit of sarcasm directed at ASS-P.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
