...As I said, I have, basically concluded that any help in finding my records will not come from anyone here. There could be no one reading my posts who would be able, even if they were Willi g, to do it, to try and help me clean up the confusion of my school records - And, the conversation here about slake would appear to be rather affected by people who dire t utter have at me for asking for help sigh this - I doubt that most, if any, of these vitrol dispensers could help with it, I suppose, even were they that way inside, but they do not only not wish to do that, they spew. complete hatred at me for having done so. My question is WHY
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Why do you think that me asking for help with lost recordsj, paperwork whose absense has prevented me from trying to use my a idiot to follow a dream of mine. paperwork which I need... Why do you feel that asking for help with that makes me worse than Adolph Hitler and Pol Pot combined?
It's not, again, like I think you were going to help me much anyway, you who dispense that
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I just do not see what was so horrible about for asking for help with the lost records. Such help would not have have involved financial or material or personal intrusion. I was't asking for money or gifts or to sleep on your couch or to duck your underage sister. What it might have involved, had it happened, was me and " you " contacting by phoneOM/E-mail and you, once armed with family to in this, making some calls and writing some letters to the holders of my records, perhaps explaining that you are acting for so.eo e who is a bit ill and lost his records and has had some bad experiences with records personnel in the last and even that he is a bit behind on communicating with modern technology.
Quite frankly, another task. I might want help with finding the records is that I realize that someone talking reasonably might be more likely to get favorable results. Anything else aside, dealing with records personnel I might be likely to cry hysterically at them and ask " WHY? "
they did what they did to me
- It, curse and hate them angrily
I grant that this might not get much results. As far as tech goes, too, even now, with an improved financial picture... I only have cheap phones, no other method of communication to I own - which might out me at a disadvantage when dealing with records people. All of this above is essentially 100% " if it had ", again, I have basically completely given up on seeking help with the records confusion from anyone here. I asked, no one could/would help
, it's essentially over. I still think/hooe some that I could get help from other corner/s, perhaps professional ones q- Maybe finding my records is too complex for an amateur to do - If only I could pose the request for help right, to someone who is receptive. Someone in the records business might be offended if I asked to put down profession too much - And of course, I would have to find someone who was.reaso ably friendly inclined towards me and helping me in the first place
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!