05 Jun 2018, 10:36 pm
ASS-P wrote:
...You just don't"t understand what U"ve been through 
And what a LUCERIME HURT! this is . You people who are lucky enough to have a situation where people will respond to your queries ...you're so lucky an If I could just get get over the hill of the lost track scrips...I could build from there.
But some people &Not you, XFG, I know-how became so obsesses with this stupid, inane, irioric lie about uour-past GED scheme, and berated me when I didn't 't say " Over boy. ! I will certainly do it!! ! " and said I was insulting them when I tried to explain why it was a bad idea.
I have given up, again, on trying to get help here. Someone could, with my participation and consent t, help me,,,but they won't be found here
.
But...Can't you people with the good Fortune of having people who will a swer your inquires, help, not flaunt your good Fortune in front of me? Please?
I willery possibly never get my dream
. Shouldn't that make you happy, get said spitefully. I've.been sitting here crying . I Wii speak later, though, of what happened in 1995-96 .
And what a LUCERIME HURT! this is . You people who are lucky enough to have a situation where people will respond to your queries ...you're so lucky an If I could just get get over the hill of the lost track scrips...I could build from there.But some people &Not you, XFG, I know-how became so obsesses with this stupid, inane, irioric lie about uour-past GED scheme, and berated me when I didn't 't say " Over boy. ! I will certainly do it!! ! " and said I was insulting them when I tried to explain why it was a bad idea.
I have given up, again, on trying to get help here. Someone could, with my participation and consent t, help me,,,but they won't be found here
.But...Can't you people with the good Fortune of having people who will a swer your inquires, help, not flaunt your good Fortune in front of me? Please?
I willery possibly never get my dream
. Shouldn't that make you happy, get said spitefully. I've.been sitting here crying . I Wii speak later, though, of what happened in 1995-96 .Funny thing is, you've gotten a zillion answers to your queries here. Dozens of questions answered. Dozens of suggestions and pieces of advice. Tons of info. And like 90% of the time you just tell us how stupid and inconsiderate we are.
05 Jun 2018, 10:37 pm
ASS-P wrote:
...MAYBE IF I COULD HAVE MY TRANSCRIPTS I COULD BE HAPPY . I COULD START TO GET OVER MY PAIN .
I do read all of what people write, incidentally
. I COULD START TO GET OVER MY PAIN .I do read all of what people write, incidentally
Then make the f*****g phone call for f**k sake.
06 Jun 2018, 12:59 am
06 Jun 2018, 2:34 am
06 Jun 2018, 6:25 am
...I lost a more combative draft .
It would just mean so much to me if I could have my transcripts. It would CD so little . Things I me room in NY dig could be things that traumatized me-I am scarred by .
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" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
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06 Jun 2018, 7:58 am
06 Jun 2018, 8:42 am
...I think it's the bizarre spell check-Correct function on this phone that did that ! 
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One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
06 Jun 2018, 10:03 am
ASS-P wrote:
...I lost a more combative draft
Wasn't it pretty much the same as all the others?
06 Jun 2018, 12:23 pm
06 Jun 2018, 12:32 pm
...Ezra: I don't't have time to write at length . RU: However, you were very combative for it .
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One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
06 Jun 2018, 12:37 pm
06 Jun 2018, 3:14 pm
ASS-P wrote:
...You just don't"t understand what U"ve been through And what a LUCERIME HURT! this is . You people who are lucky enough to have a situation where people will respond to your queries ...you're so lucky an If I could just get get over the hill of the lost track scrips...I could build from there.
But some people &Not you, XFG, I know-how became so obsesses with this stupid, inane, irioric lie about uour-past GED scheme, and berated me when I didn't 't say " Over boy. ! I will certainly do it!! ! " and said I was insulting them when I tried to explain why it was a bad idea.
I have given up, again, on trying to get help here. Someone could, with my participation and consent t, help me,,,but they won't be found here .
But...Can't you people with the good Fortune of having people who will a swer your inquires, help, not flaunt your good Fortune in front of me? Please?
I willery possibly never get my dream
. Shouldn't that make you happy, get said spitefully. I've.been sitting here crying . I Wii speak later, though, of what happened in 1995-96 .
quote="ASS-P"]...Again, there seems to be this 100 percent resistance to trying to find my records - which I know are not completely lost - by contacting the people who would have them - It's just " take HS work 41 years later, that's better than trying to phonrcall-write the people who have your records, because one must NEVER, NEVER, CAN'T, DASSN'T try to get them back, just make no attempt to get them and enter into " - this absurd!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! " devote years to getting a GED " THAT I DO NOT NEED - it'd make a really keen TV movie, though! - because one must NEVER NEVER NEVER try to dig up your records ?
I believe a GED class would SAY that they are not for people to make second tries! They are for people who did not get a diploma the first time around! I would not be eligible. That is what the GED people would tell me!
But, you want me to forget about the relative simplicity of someone who is not as scarred by what has happened as I am making some phone calls-writing some letters in favor of a TV-movie fantasy - because no one must ever, ever, under any circumstances, try to untie knew'sexisting records. Right. I guess I'm unlikely to get any help here , but can we please drop these absurd justifications for it ?
lesGeek"]
And what a LUCERIME HURT! this is . You people who are lucky enough to have a situation where people will respond to your queries ...you're so lucky an If I could just get get over the hill of the lost track scrips...I could build from there.But some people &Not you, XFG, I know-how became so obsesses with this stupid, inane, irioric lie about uour-past GED scheme, and berated me when I didn't 't say " Over boy. ! I will certainly do it!! ! " and said I was insulting them when I tried to explain why it was a bad idea.
I have given up, again, on trying to get help here. Someone could, with my participation and consent t, help me,,,but they won't be found here
.But...Can't you people with the good Fortune of having people who will a swer your inquires, help, not flaunt your good Fortune in front of me? Please?
I willery possibly never get my dream
. Shouldn't that make you happy, get said spitefully. I've.been sitting here crying . I Wii speak later, though, of what happened in 1995-96 .quote="ASS-P"]...Again, there seems to be this 100 percent resistance to trying to find my records - which I know are not completely lost - by contacting the people who would have them - It's just " take HS work 41 years later, that's better than trying to phonrcall-write the people who have your records, because one must NEVER, NEVER, CAN'T, DASSN'T try to get them back, just make no attempt to get them and enter into " - this absurd!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! " devote years to getting a GED " THAT I DO NOT NEED - it'd make a really keen TV movie, though! - because one must NEVER NEVER NEVER try to dig up your records
?I believe a GED class would SAY that they are not for people to make second tries! They are for people who did not get a diploma the first time around! I would not be eligible. That is what the GED people would tell me!
But, you want me to forget about the relative simplicity of someone who is not as scarred by what has happened as I am making some phone calls-writing some letters in favor of a TV-movie fantasy - because no one must ever, ever, under any circumstances, try to untie knew'sexisting records.
Right. I guess I'm unlikely to get any help here , but can we please drop these absurd justifications for it ?lesGeek"]
ASS-P wrote:
...Nothing can possibly happen if my all-important HS records are not sent to anyone I apply to, and I DO NOT HAVE THEM ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! The, yes, College-Ibdustrual Complex has shown in the past they will simply responded to me.sending in an application by NOT sending my HS information in and leaving me in the cold!
XFG, I presume you are lucky enough to have " normally " stored HA records and people who will respond " normally " to your application by sending that info in. I don't have that I have outlined here how I DID the " do it all alone " thing that Ezra - who, oddly enough, has plenty of help - rhapsodizes about. I DID JUST THAT with both SUNY abd UWGB, or, basically,.and I described what happened . There is a third still example of this that I haven't gotten around to putting up here. How you be so mean to me, XFG, when you HAVE an enviable " they'll actually send your info in" situation that I don't have, to taunt me ?
There was someone here recently who claimed that they could get copies of my HS records to me, and we spoke in PM. But, now, this third person, after saying they could arrange things so that I could have my HS records, is not following up as of now. I can do NOTHING without my HS records and I have past tears over my attempts to apply that ended in disaster because if the C&UC not doing what they're supposed to do and now you taunt me . Why?
THERE US ABSOLUTELY NO WAY I CAN GET THOSE RECORDS WITHOUT HELP. PERIOD! " Clicking my heels together three times & being REALLY sincere " won't do it!! !
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! The, yes, College-Ibdustrual Complex has shown in the past they will simply responded to me.sending in an application by NOT sending my HS information in and leaving me in the cold! XFG, I presume you are lucky enough to have " normally " stored HA records and people who will respond " normally " to your application by sending that info in. I don't have that
I have outlined here how I DID the " do it all alone " thing that Ezra - who, oddly enough, has plenty of help - rhapsodizes about. I DID JUST THAT with both SUNY abd UWGB, or, basically,.and I described what happened . There is a third still example of this that I haven't gotten around to putting up here. How you be so mean to me, XFG, when you HAVE an enviable " they'll actually send your info in" situation that I don't have, to taunt me ?There was someone here recently who claimed that they could get copies of my HS records to me, and we spoke in PM. But, now, this third person, after saying they could arrange things so that I could have my HS records, is not following up as of now. I can do NOTHING without my HS records and I have past tears
over my attempts to apply that ended in disaster because if the C&UC not doing what they're supposed to do and now you taunt me . Why? THERE US ABSOLUTELY NO WAY I CAN GET THOSE RECORDS WITHOUT HELP. PERIOD!
" Clicking my heels together three times & being REALLY sincere " won't do it!! ! No, the fact remains that institutions are generally not inclined to hand over sensitive records to complete strangers.
Also, if you can't even bring yourself to make a phone call, then you can forget about ever going to college because making phone calls and interacting with the "college industrial complex" is a big part of the admission process. And, considering you react to any type of frustration by screaming at people, I don't see you lasting very long on a college campus. If you start throwing temper-tantrums at your professors/class mates/office workers/ect. then the only thing that is going to happen is you're going to end up in jail.
Lastly, it's not anyone's responsibility on this forum to do anything for you. We're not your legal guardians, caretakers, or even family members. If you can't go to college, it has nothing to do with us.
07 Jun 2018, 1:08 am
...The last two posters, I think, could be angry at me because I said that their GED idea was not for me. XFG, perhaps the GED rules are different in your country, I apparently could not tourist -visit Canada or - Oh the irony! - Austrialia without at least much lawyer and I assume that would go for NZ, too.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
07 Jun 2018, 9:23 am
XFilesGeek wrote:
ASS-P wrote:
...You just don't"t understand what U"ve been through And what a LUCERIME HURT! this is . You people who are lucky enough to have a situation where people will respond to your queries ...you're so lucky an If I could just get get over the hill of the lost track scrips...I could build from there.
But some people &Not you, XFG, I know-how became so obsesses with this stupid, inane, irioric lie about uour-past GED scheme, and berated me when I didn't 't say " Over boy. ! I will certainly do it!! ! " and said I was insulting them when I tried to explain why it was a bad idea.
I have given up, again, on trying to get help here. Someone could, with my participation and consent t, help me,,,but they won't be found here .
But...Can't you people with the good Fortune of having people who will a swer your inquires, help, not flaunt your good Fortune in front of me? Please?
I willery possibly never get my dream
. Shouldn't that make you happy, get said spitefully. I've.been sitting here crying . I Wii speak later, though, of what happened in 1995-96 .
quote="ASS-P"]...Again, there seems to be this 100 percent resistance to trying to find my records - which I know are not completely lost - by contacting the people who would have them - It's just " take HS work 41 years later, that's better than trying to phonrcall-write the people who have your records, because one must NEVER, NEVER, CAN'T, DASSN'T try to get them back, just make no attempt to get them and enter into " - this absurd!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! " devote years to getting a GED " THAT I DO NOT NEED - it'd make a really keen TV movie, though! - because one must NEVER NEVER NEVER try to dig up your records ?
I believe a GED class would SAY that they are not for people to make second tries! They are for people who did not get a diploma the first time around! I would not be eligible. That is what the GED people would tell me!
But, you want me to forget about the relative simplicity of someone who is not as scarred by what has happened as I am making some phone calls-writing some letters in favor of a TV-movie fantasy - because no one must ever, ever, under any circumstances, try to untie knew'sexisting records. Right. I guess I'm unlikely to get any help here , but can we please drop these absurd justifications for it ?
lesGeek"]
And what a LUCERIME HURT! this is . You people who are lucky enough to have a situation where people will respond to your queries ...you're so lucky an If I could just get get over the hill of the lost track scrips...I could build from there.But some people &Not you, XFG, I know-how became so obsesses with this stupid, inane, irioric lie about uour-past GED scheme, and berated me when I didn't 't say " Over boy. ! I will certainly do it!! ! " and said I was insulting them when I tried to explain why it was a bad idea.
I have given up, again, on trying to get help here. Someone could, with my participation and consent t, help me,,,but they won't be found here
.But...Can't you people with the good Fortune of having people who will a swer your inquires, help, not flaunt your good Fortune in front of me? Please?
I willery possibly never get my dream
. Shouldn't that make you happy, get said spitefully. I've.been sitting here crying . I Wii speak later, though, of what happened in 1995-96 .quote="ASS-P"]...Again, there seems to be this 100 percent resistance to trying to find my records - which I know are not completely lost - by contacting the people who would have them - It's just " take HS work 41 years later, that's better than trying to phonrcall-write the people who have your records, because one must NEVER, NEVER, CAN'T, DASSN'T try to get them back, just make no attempt to get them and enter into " - this absurd!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! " devote years to getting a GED " THAT I DO NOT NEED - it'd make a really keen TV movie, though! - because one must NEVER NEVER NEVER try to dig up your records
?I believe a GED class would SAY that they are not for people to make second tries! They are for people who did not get a diploma the first time around! I would not be eligible. That is what the GED people would tell me!
But, you want me to forget about the relative simplicity of someone who is not as scarred by what has happened as I am making some phone calls-writing some letters in favor of a TV-movie fantasy - because no one must ever, ever, under any circumstances, try to untie knew'sexisting records.
Right. I guess I'm unlikely to get any help here , but can we please drop these absurd justifications for it ?lesGeek"]
ASS-P wrote:
...Nothing can possibly happen if my all-important HS records are not sent to anyone I apply to, and I DO NOT HAVE THEM ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! The, yes, College-Ibdustrual Complex has shown in the past they will simply responded to me.sending in an application by NOT sending my HS information in and leaving me in the cold!
XFG, I presume you are lucky enough to have " normally " stored HA records and people who will respond " normally " to your application by sending that info in. I don't have that I have outlined here how I DID the " do it all alone " thing that Ezra - who, oddly enough, has plenty of help - rhapsodizes about. I DID JUST THAT with both SUNY abd UWGB, or, basically,.and I described what happened . There is a third still example of this that I haven't gotten around to putting up here. How you be so mean to me, XFG, when you HAVE an enviable " they'll actually send your info in" situation that I don't have, to taunt me ?
There was someone here recently who claimed that they could get copies of my HS records to me, and we spoke in PM. But, now, this third person, after saying they could arrange things so that I could have my HS records, is not following up as of now. I can do NOTHING without my HS records and I have past tears over my attempts to apply that ended in disaster because if the C&UC not doing what they're supposed to do and now you taunt me . Why?
THERE US ABSOLUTELY NO WAY I CAN GET THOSE RECORDS WITHOUT HELP. PERIOD! " Clicking my heels together three times & being REALLY sincere " won't do it!! !
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! The, yes, College-Ibdustrual Complex has shown in the past they will simply responded to me.sending in an application by NOT sending my HS information in and leaving me in the cold! XFG, I presume you are lucky enough to have " normally " stored HA records and people who will respond " normally " to your application by sending that info in. I don't have that
I have outlined here how I DID the " do it all alone " thing that Ezra - who, oddly enough, has plenty of help - rhapsodizes about. I DID JUST THAT with both SUNY abd UWGB, or, basically,.and I described what happened . There is a third still example of this that I haven't gotten around to putting up here. How you be so mean to me, XFG, when you HAVE an enviable " they'll actually send your info in" situation that I don't have, to taunt me ?There was someone here recently who claimed that they could get copies of my HS records to me, and we spoke in PM. But, now, this third person, after saying they could arrange things so that I could have my HS records, is not following up as of now. I can do NOTHING without my HS records and I have past tears
over my attempts to apply that ended in disaster because if the C&UC not doing what they're supposed to do and now you taunt me . Why? THERE US ABSOLUTELY NO WAY I CAN GET THOSE RECORDS WITHOUT HELP. PERIOD!
" Clicking my heels together three times & being REALLY sincere " won't do it!! ! No, the fact remains that institutions are generally not inclined to hand over sensitive records to complete strangers.
Also, if you can't even bring yourself to make a phone call, then you can forget about ever going to college because making phone calls and interacting with the "college industrial complex" is a big part of the admission process. And, considering you react to any type of frustration by screaming at people, I don't see you lasting very long on a college campus. If you start throwing temper-tantrums at your professors/class mates/office workers/ect. then the only thing that is going to happen is you're going to end up in jail.
Lastly, it's not anyone's responsibility on this forum to do anything for you. We're not your legal guardians, caretakers, or even family members. If you can't go to college, it has nothing to do with us.
THANK YOU. I'm glad this was finally said by someone he may listen to.
07 Jun 2018, 9:24 am
07 Jun 2018, 10:18 am
...I lost a draft .
No, I think I may have hit the target 
! I say your stupid TV-movie scenario is not for me, you sputter again about what a bastard and evil s**t I am - I'm describing your comments as Ezra describes mine! 
- and behave as if I was still asking for help.
You had the privilege, and advantage, of people who would help you, and would respond to your questions. Likewise XFG. I'm sure. And you had help. Even when you like to lie and say that you didn't !
It's not a question of personal relations, my need of the transcripts before any application can be done, XFG... it's just two precious pieces if paper , or more if less, and - not alone, with co-operation, probably needing someone on this continent, so it would not concern you anyway, it could be done ...However, I realize that many here are so against it, even as they howl " I did it all alone! " -NO YOU DID NOT- that any help won't be found here, this is a post morrtem. Perhaps - especially with my health - I will never go to uni , won't that make you two happy!
Perhaps I did something, in your eyes, to deserve what SUNY and UWGB did, IIRC, RU something regarding the latter.
There was another 20th Century going back attempt -and it was " all alone "- ...........
: Union"]
ASS-P wrote:
...The last two posters, I think, could be angry at me because I said that their GED idea was not for me. XFG, perhaps the GED rules are different in your country, I apparently could not tourist -visit Canada or - Oh the irony! - Austrialia without at least much lawyer and I assume that would go for NZ, too.
Um no. You missed the point entirely. And I'm done with this. This WILL be my last post in this or any similar threads.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
