ASS-P wrote:
...Ezra, " consulting someone " is hardly the " doing it all alone " that I get ordered I must do. Apparently you're allowed to do that but I'm not

. Some people here tell me You! Cannot! Ask! For! Any! Help! and announce I Did It All Alone - they're LYING

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This post is general, Ezra, it is not all aimed at you. I put multiple things in one post.
I Don't, as I said, think I will get help on this on WP - For one, the people screaming that I was The Evil Bastard Of The Century for asking for help, yes, after I had been spit in the face by the C-IC, rather drowned everyone out

. I really did make attempts to get in, and they were, in fact, by myself - or close to it. Maybe if I got that down somebody would believe me and conclude I deserve some sympathy - and help

. I have thought of having a tattoo of a tear/s coming down my face but apparently that's symbolic of having killed somebody.
Again, Ezra, maybe you're allowed to ask somebody. According to people on WP I' m not

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I think I came up with logical reasons for wanting to live on campus.
Yes, I think I would like people around me where it's alright to read!

That is, if I'm up to it anymore

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If I can't go to university maybe I will just let all ideas of greater education sail away into the land of " never "

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I list two?? drafts of this

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Even if going to u I happens - and people here think I shouldn't do it

- I Don't think it will ever be as good as it cold have been. I'm old and crippled now.
When people say they did it on their own, it means they didn't have someone doing it for them.
In grade school my parents did all the registering for me. I did absolutely nothing except show up for my first day of school.
When I register for college I will be doing the registering this time, not my parents.
That's the difference. That's what doing it on my own means.
My asking questions about what to do, does not mean someone is doing it for me. I am still doing it by myself.
What people on WP think you are asking for, is for someone here to act like your mommy and do everything for you.
This section is all about asking questions and getting advice for college.
But it is not about getting someone on WP to become your personal guardian/caregiver and do everything for you, which is what you have kept making it sound like you have been

crying for.
NO ONE SAID YOU CAN'T ASK QUESTIONS.
YOU ARE ALLOWED TO ASK QUESTIONS.
YOU ARE ALLOWED TO GET ADVICE.
When my dad works on the car
by himself he asks questions about what to do, what tools he needs etc, he watches videos on how to do it - but he is still
doing it by himself - instead of having a mechanic at a garage do it for him.
Dad working on his car
by himself = asking questions on what to do.
Dad not working on his car by himself = having a mechanic do everything for him.