I was VERY delusional about what was going on at especially school and everywhere else. People were always making fun of me and tricking me into believing things. Now, I''m in high school and everyone thinks I'm stupid and treats me like crap or laughs at me. It makes me so anxious and then slow and then it's a neverending cycle. I'm really upset that everyone was tricking me, including my family, this whole time.
I feel so miserable. I feel like I can't do anything at all right. What can I even do now that I'm getting flashbacks of everything and it's SO BAD? I don't even know how to deal with learning my /friends/ /hate/ me and my teachers treat me terribly and I don't even understand.
