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06 Nov 2007, 3:15 am
07 Nov 2007, 3:29 am
FieryGatoh wrote:
[[Sorry if this is in the wrong section. I wasn't sure where to put it]]
There is this person in the grip that I hang around with. She got back from holiday a few days ago, and since she came back everything has felt wrong and different.
The group got a hell of a lot bigger. Before there were about 6 people hanging around at lunchtime. Now there is 13. Thats how it was before she went away. I can't stand large groups. I was okay with the 6, but 13 is far too much for me to cope with.
Not to mention the fact that she is my best friend's other best friend. They muck about together, call each other big sis and little sis. And they are in the same class. The gifted and talented one. I am not. I'm just in one of the usually crappy ones.
In the group, she is like the alpha. My best friend is the Beta. The rest of the group is the pack members. I am the omega. The main problem appears to be that I am nothing like the alpha. I am a quiet loner, with a wild temper and an interest in Doctor who. Although that last part might be okay if I watched it because one of the characters was hot, which is what everyone else in the pack does. Nah, lets just forget all about interesting stories and nice monsters. Lets judge based on looks -barf-
I also happen to care about the environment. Today, the alpha decided that it was fun to through plastic and other crap around the place. When I asked her to stop she said 'so what, its just teh school environment' and everyone laughs, including the Beta. Thats what really made me mad. She loves the environment, yet when the alpha makes fun of it, she finds it extremely amusing. Then when I point out (admittedly quite angrily) that whether it is school or not it is still the environment, everyone else asks 'what is your problem?'
What is my problem? Well I'll tell you. My problem is with the fact that I am treated as an omega by this group of people who don't even like me, but i have to be their because my only friend is there.
And then if I move away, my friend comes and tells me that there are ways ti deal with things, but the one I am choosing is to run away.
God I wanna kick something right now
There is this person in the grip that I hang around with. She got back from holiday a few days ago, and since she came back everything has felt wrong and different.
The group got a hell of a lot bigger. Before there were about 6 people hanging around at lunchtime. Now there is 13. Thats how it was before she went away. I can't stand large groups. I was okay with the 6, but 13 is far too much for me to cope with.
Not to mention the fact that she is my best friend's other best friend. They muck about together, call each other big sis and little sis. And they are in the same class. The gifted and talented one. I am not. I'm just in one of the usually crappy ones.
In the group, she is like the alpha. My best friend is the Beta. The rest of the group is the pack members. I am the omega. The main problem appears to be that I am nothing like the alpha. I am a quiet loner, with a wild temper and an interest in Doctor who. Although that last part might be okay if I watched it because one of the characters was hot, which is what everyone else in the pack does. Nah, lets just forget all about interesting stories and nice monsters. Lets judge based on looks -barf-
I also happen to care about the environment. Today, the alpha decided that it was fun to through plastic and other crap around the place. When I asked her to stop she said 'so what, its just teh school environment' and everyone laughs, including the Beta. Thats what really made me mad. She loves the environment, yet when the alpha makes fun of it, she finds it extremely amusing. Then when I point out (admittedly quite angrily) that whether it is school or not it is still the environment, everyone else asks 'what is your problem?'
What is my problem? Well I'll tell you. My problem is with the fact that I am treated as an omega by this group of people who don't even like me, but i have to be their because my only friend is there.
And then if I move away, my friend comes and tells me that there are ways ti deal with things, but the one I am choosing is to run away.
God I wanna kick something right now
It doesn't matter! There are some skills in life that they won't get... like... being on here... I've learnt over all this time... how to use an avatar... How to use image links... and those can be alot better than anything they might ever know. I am the only one in Year 5(primary) who can do a powerpoint presentation... and there are lots of people better than me at things... and look... Do I care!? Not a chance.
And... they hang out in big groups and don't care about the planet? just clean up after them... a few paper cups for the chance of a new planet... Is it that much to ask? Being less popular than they are doesn't matter... So get out there and learn something... No matter who you are... where you are... what you're doing... It will never matter! Good luck
