Izaak wrote:
I am, however, employed well below my capacity. Still got good pay, but no one has taken a punt and given me a job worthy of my skill levels. I do not interview well.
Boy, do I hear ya on that--when I am in an interview, it's like I have a label on my forehead that says "please ignore everything I am saying, and please ignore everything in my resume, all of my accomplishments, everything-- you don't really want me, because I'm not like you." Doesn't seem to matter what your IQ is, how many degrees you have, or how hard you work--NT's can spot you a mile away. Most jobs I've been granted have been because someone non-NT was doing the hiring. That's the case with my current position, which I can't complain too much about because the pay is better than I've ever had, I'm granted a certain level of independence, and my current boss is slightly non-NT (in my opinion) so life isn't too bad. Still, a day doesn't go by that I don't wish I was doing something different, and about what I
should be doing, what my potential is, and that if given a chance, I could do great things in the world. (OK-- I'm done feeling sorry for myself now). =)
these posts I can relate to so much. I am not an easy read...but boy have I paid for being non-NT once I am outed. It makes me miserable to the point of desperation on just about every job I have ever had. I clean offices buildings right now, working alone for peanuts, just because I am and never will be at the skill level to deal with 'office politics'. I am way too truthful and take everything straight to heart.