I graduated from high school this year (and diagnosed with AS last year)and been looking my first job but can't seem to find anything good. My biggest concern is that I won't find a job where I have to work alone and not interact with anybody either in person or by phone, which would literally be my dream job, especially if it's about computers. English is my second language so that makes it even more difficult for me to at least try to work at any place because my accent is very noticeable and because I've never socialized much, speaking comes kinda hard and people can't really understand what I mean half the times because of my accent, voice and pronunciation.
I really don't know what to do and I'm afraid that If I never get a job, my parents will think I'm a bigger loser than I am now. I think that if I manage to find a job, people won't like me around and I will probably get me fired...I fear that If that were to happen I could become extremely depressed and commit suicide and I really don't want that.
I've been looking into jobs that can be done at home such as data entry but I really don't know how to get into those. Does anyone have any suggestions or jobs I can look into? Thanks