I make mistakes alot thanks to my low self esteem(I second guess myself constantly), weak attention and focus(adhd symptoms of aspergers), and my severe anxiety and possible depression.
Recently I had an emotional meltdown at work, luckily I was composed enough that I did not freak out infront of people. However I had to leave early because I was losing my composure, one of my co-workers called my boss for me to tell her.
Unfortunately that was a bad idea, and I should have done that myself.
She's angry now, I might get a write up. Possibly fired(my co worker says I am not in trouble but she might just be trying to make me feel better so I do not obsess all weekend, which I am anyway lol)
I have one write up already and the mistakes I make are small, but frequent. I also tend to have issues more than other workers, like my boss has had to focus on me alot and I want to be under the radar.
I've seen this before with both jobs and friends, constant issues is a downward spiral. Eventually I will likely get fired and I don't know whether I will want to live anymore or not after that.
The net is closing around me and I need help. I want my boss to like me and to keep my job.
23 Jan 2016, 10:34 pm
