Hours cut at work

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Past three months or so home Depot has been cutting my hours. Don't know if they are going to reduce hours or increase hours. Groceries, health insurance, $$$$$. Skyrocketing. Afraid I will have to get a second job. Exhausted all the time, emotionally fragile and socially awkward. Really can barely handle one job. Nervous disposition. Nervous breakdown. Spiralling out of control. Government benefits not guaranteed sufficient or permanent. s**t. Single. Nobody to be financially dependent on. Fear homelessness. Plenty of jobs had the nerve to make my worthless corpse redundant and it takes a lot of time and energy to trick someone into making the mistake of hiring my own corpse. Zero job skills, autistic

But whatever. Plenty of people are not even authorized to work in the country and they have felony convictions and they still manage to earn enough to pay for cars, children and et cetera. How do they do it?

s**t

Terrified of the future

hours cut at work again

although, for some reason, last year, work scheduled me for a lot of half shifts. this year, the shifts have all been full shifts, thus far. and it is already july.

past five weeks or so, only had to work three days a week. thank buddha. on the other hand, the three days still consecutive.

exhausted all the time. sister (who was a physician) told me to take melatonin. got some from walgreens today. maybe it will make sleep better/worse and cause a lot of side effects.

don't know what to do with spare time.

at loose ends

internet a lot