i take no notice of what other people have claimed about God, be they learned and renowned for their wisdom, or just people on the street.
sometimes, people say "the most wise and evolved of people in history have many things to teach you if only you listen to their words", but i know they have not actually died and come back to tell us what is going on.
other people say that many people have had near death experiences where they have seen the white tunnel with the heavenly light at the end, but that is a "NEAR" death experience, so it is really an experience they had in life. i can always see a way to doubt those words because they are possibly (probably) a sensation related to anoxia, and i have read that people who have been starved of oxygen (like during a misadventure on a mountain at high altitude) experience a sense of euphoria (which is incidentally deleterious to their prospects of survival).
other people say that some youngsters can "talk in tongues" which have been "transcribed " to reveal descriptions of events (that were esoteric in the extreme) that are verifiable by historic research, but i can see many confluences of coincidence that can lead one to believe they must have lived a previous life in that setting.
no-one has truly died and come back to say what is going on there.
i have read it said that God will never prove "himself" to any mortal (by allowing some calculation or idea, no matter how brilliant, to uncover his existence). maybe that is why the only people i can see who say sense are those that say "you can only have faith". "faith" is a kind of belief imbued with hope.
but in my own speculation, i can only think simply about my instinctive idea that the universe has no boundaries in either space, energy or time.
some people go on about "multi-verses" and brane intersections, but whilst i agree that it could be a possibility, all of those multiple manifestations can not be considered exceptional to the actual "universe". the "universe" is all that can be, including subdivisions of itself that are not influential to other subdivisions of itself in any physical dimension, but there is something greater that unites them. they all exist in reality. even if i am living right next to a reality of another universe that i can never perceive, i have to say that if they both exist, then they are both contained within reality. a greater reality that encompasses all.
i believe there was more than one big bang, and that there are an infinite number of "big bangs" occurring in the entirety of the universe at any instant of time. far beyond the scope of our sensibility.
big bangs are the result of local and cyclic convergences of conglomerations of uniting black holes that surpass some threshold of gravity at an instant, and then instantaneously re-manifest all they swallowed in an opposite process that eventually also surpasses a threshold of gravity in its outward excursion, that is where matter begins to collapse back inevitably again into various black holes that also "drift" toward whatever eventual "big bang" they are drawn toward creating. i do not believe the expanding universe theory that proposes ever increasing "outward" (from where?) acceleration that will result in dissolution of all reality into eternal nothingness.
so the doppler shifting into deeper shades of "red" proportional to the distance from us of the objects observed may suggest that the "farther anything is away from us", the faster it is traveling away from us, and therefore the "universe" is doomed to dissipation to nothingness, but "the distance away from us" notion is reminiscent of the idea of a geocentric universe that prevailed during pre-ptolemy times.
where is the "center of the " 'universe' " ?
why is everything measured from our position?
anyway, in my subjective idea, i was not alive "for ever" in the past before my birth.
"not alive" is the same as "dead".
so i have already been "dead forever"
i experienced none of it. all those infinite years before i woke into life "i" was not anywhere in existence.
so if that is the case again after i die, then it must take the same cycle of me being somewhere in a consciousness again after an infinite amount of time that goes by without my experience of it.
it truly is too difficult for my mind to surmount, so i just think i will just wait and see.