Kurgan wrote:
beneficii wrote:
I will try eventually.
BTW, Kurgan, I still hate you, arising from my sense of injury.
Haters gonna hate.
(And you can stop playing the victim card all the time.)
Let me say this again: If tomorrow, you go out on the street and get hit by a bus, I would cheer. That's how much I hate you.
You think I'm playing victim. I'm not. I'm taking control of my anger. Have you seen this thread, right below?
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt243467.html
Try wading through it a bit. I can tell you, It is probably very difficult to understand. However, one of the emotions expressed is anger. It just isn't focused very well. My problem has been that I have difficulty bringing my emotions in line with what I want to do.
This is probably due to my autism. But with you, my anger finds an especial focus. I can actually direct it toward something, instead of it just being this vague, free-floating thing. I have found a specific, concrete object for my anger: You. It gives me a sense of purpose and makes things clearer. It makes me feel alive. I can take control of these vague, undifferentiated feelings of dysphoria.
Of course, where will all this lead? All this tells me is I'm getting desperate, very desperate.
So yes, I hate you. And I absolutely love saying that. I love to hate you.