kraftiekortie wrote:
Why would you want to win a race?
Because it feels good to come in first sometimes. That’s rarely happened to me.
I am not an alpha male wannabe...
I don't have the competitive mindset which is a manifestation of the evolutionary mechanism in most people...
I have removed much of the toxic neurotypical indoctrination of my youth...
I also see this competitiveness as a legacy/relic of our more primitive history with its "might makes right" mentality...
And, seemingly unlike you, I haven't committed to the norms and values dictated by the alien neurotypical social protocols...
kraftiekortie wrote:
I don’t get what’s wrong with wanting to win.
I believe in the “good old college try.”
What’s wrong with striving?
I didn't suggest there was anything wrong with you wanting to win...
I said it is a matter of choice whether or not one wants to strive for something...
kraftiekortie wrote:
Don’t you strive to put your best foot forward in being clever during philosophical discussions? And overtake all in wittiness?
I don't put my best foot forward to exert power over others...
How often have you seen me "say": "To each their own"; "whatever floats your boat"; "whatever bakes your cookies"?...
I am interested in personal development...
I am interested in understanding what makes me tick...
I am interested in developing my critical thinking skills...
I strive to be more and more coherent and conceptually cohesive after much of my life was damaged due to ontological insecurity through a dissociative disorder...and having a social disconnect due to my being on the spectrum...
And I don't chase other people's rainbows...
Simply put, I have been striving for self-actualisation...
And this doesn't entail a comparison between myself and other people...
It is a case of seeing where I was...
Where I am now...
And where I might be...
Once again, I focus on personal improvements...