i feel guilty about the spoiled upper middle class brat.
the first job i had was when i was 18, for 5 months. cashier, tuesday morning.
in college, worked 2 months serving food.
six years of ucsd, $10000, graduated 2007. parents paid it all. BA cognitive science.
24-41, been living in parents' house. 2015, my mom got a stroke and dropped dead. 2020, my dad got colon cancer and dropped dead.
after ucsd, worked @
ucsf, data entry
AAA, data entry
great amercica, actor, 3 seasons
westpac
ucsf, AAA, wespac had the nerve to make my worthless corpse redundant the third day.
bzzagent, 2009, communications contractor, $0.40 per review. one quarter only. they blocked my account and wouldn't lemmie work any more.
2020-now, been working @ home depot. lot attendant.
all my jobs have been part time and minimum wage.
all that time, lived in parents' house. didn't pay any bills until after they were both dead, when i was 37. now i live in their house, alone. my sister inherited the house. my sister was a physician for 15 years. she said that in the middle of this year, she stopped working there b/c of her 13 year old daughter. according to linkedin, she is not currently working. my sister is married to an electrical engineer. she has two kids, 13 and 9. she lives about 15 miles from me. she keeps telling me she wants to sell the house. this year, i earned $25000 and that is not enough for (1) room, (2) board (3) utilities (4) public transportation (5) health insurance, not even in the ghetto that i live in.
i am afraid that when she sells the house, i will end up homeless.
always been single. zero "friends". nobody will lemmie sleep on the couch. s**t. autistic transsexual.
cannot afford to turn the heat on. i do not live in a cold climate per se (about 42-60 degrees fahrenheit), but my feet sometimes feel frozen and s**t.
the internet did not work between friday 9pm and today 4pm.
also constantly afraid of getting made redundant from my dumpster fire "job".
s**t.