Soulreaper wrote:
Ok, after reading through the texts presented to me, i believe my real question at the time of writing this post was, the fact i have the problems, but i would like to start going through my life with emotion but, not to the point where it depresses the living $#!t out of me, and i would like to go through with the logic to excel as far as possible, never mind what i said in my original post, i have to figure a way to balance my life out so i may leave this dark age behind me, I've been told that putting happy thoughts into my life is the best thing right now, i am currently really negative do any of you believe this to be true?
I don't know about that. Clinical depression doesn't really stem from an excessive regard for emotion. If anything, people who bubble with excessive (from my pov) emotion and sentimentality tend to be less depressed. They have a full life while I feel empty inside with all my stark realism.
In my case, trying to reduce the world to logic only reinforces my state of being in a negative mental rut. Logic and reason can start to seem pretty austere, harsh, and cruel if you indulge in it for too long. A lot of the basic truths of life are rather unpleasant to our psyche and there's really no way get around this using reason. The only real trick I know is to distract myself from negativity. If I'm in a depressed mood, allowing myself too much unstructured time to sit and think only makes it worse.