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29 Mar 2015, 1:34 am

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Might as well be magic to humans since we cannot...
Any sufficiently advanced technology is magic to those who don't understand it.

Humans have found ways to synchronize activities down to the nanosecond. Have you ever heard of the Global Positioning System? It is also a time-base, used to synchronize and coordinate activities around the world, and even robots traveling to other planets!

One person's lack of understanding does not even imply that a natural event is 'magic'.

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Yes but look what we have in our favor: communication, ability to coordinate and plan, all occurring months, perhaps years before the event. So obviously it is not "magic" when it's us because we know we don't all wake up one day and BAM the entire species is murmuring together without any discernible prompting.

Do starlings do the same when they synchronize their flying? Do they exchange memos on what maneuver each bird will do before they all start? Is that what they are doing, unbeknownst to us, while they are perched on the electrical lines at various intersections, sometimes hundreds if not thousands of birds? Maybe this is why they all sit together...to plan their next murmur session?



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29 Mar 2015, 2:57 am

That's pantheistic monism, pantheism, panentheism, etc. - however you'd choose to slice it up.

If it's not true then the phenomena of western occultism's existence and the littany of 20th century writers on ceremonial magic by way of Hermetic Qabalah is inscrutable.


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That's very kind of you Dancing Danny.. i love to dance too, by the way, in steps and words...


Yeah, I read alot of it and I drift in and out of understanding what you're saying, naturally, because in my personal philosophy and world I'm pretty much inside the standard WP spectrum of atheist/liberal, but with some interest in Friedrich Nietzsche. I'm always open to different people, and following some of what you've read, you're an inspiring person with a good story. Now in my dancing career, I have been on that game for a few years only at music shows, but I pack alot of dynamite into 3 hours and I've created a name for what I'm doing, and it's strong style. That name is borrowed from Japanese pro wrestling, and my moves are inspired by improvisation, Soul Train, and what little ballet I understand.



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That's very kind of you Dancing Danny.. i love to dance too, by the way, in steps and words...


Yeah, I read alot of it and I drift in and out of understanding what you're saying, naturally, because in my personal philosophy and world I'm pretty much inside the standard WP spectrum of atheist/liberal, but with some interest in Friedrich Nietzsche. I'm always open to different people, and following some of what you've read, you're an inspiring person with a good story. Now in my dancing career, I have been on that game for a few years only at music shows, but I pack alot of dynamite into 3 hours and I've created a name for what I'm doing, and it's strong style. That name is borrowed from Japanese pro wrestling, and my moves are inspired by improvisation, Soul Train, and what little ballet I understand.


Cool! that sound a little bit like me too, on the dance 'circuit'. If you get some youtube videos of it; it will be cool if you share it here.

There are many improvisational Autistic folks who do stuff no one else does when they lose the fear of what other folks think of them.

I have serious social anxiety over meeting the social norm, and soon as I let that go, like the Ice Princess from the movie 'Frozen'; that's truly when the real 'magick' stars in my life.

And additionally, another person by the name of Aleister Crowley who might have been somewhere on the Broader Autism Phenotype who is financially independent like me that does better allow the ability to 'let it go', since one doesn't have to worry about getting fired at work over it, did come up with the term 'magick' with a K to simply provide a metaphor for higher human potential SOUGHT FOUND AND MORE FULLY employed!


The difference between Mr. Dec, that you reference above, is it is suggested he couldn't turn his 'poetry' off, whereas I have the ability to do that on a dime.

And truly in my opinion that is magicK, as for many, what I do, does look insane but I can be as pedantic as anyone here either in writing or real life robot ways, if I simply and complexly WILL IT.

AND TRULY THAT IS WHAT ALEISTER CROWLEY MEANS BY MAGICK; SIMPLY HIGHER LEVELS OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL OVER NOW IN DESTINY.

I USED TO not believe in free will, until I gain copious amounts of relative free will down to pressing that 930 LBS; internally controlling theta waves for my brain in a dream-like lucid waking state to go into greater creative mode to write without ever tiring; and to never get cold where I live, even when it gets down to 18 degrees in North Florida barefoot in my backyard with close to nothing on, doing TAI CHI.

Human potential is much much more than what most people think it can be.

Even science has documented YOGI MONKS who CAN STEAM HEAT OFF OF ICY ROBES IN ICY POOLS OF WATER, AND CONTROL their brain activity too, by maximizing alpha waves for focus; but to date, I've never heard of them controlling theta waves, as that takes a kind of bio-feedback from thousands of hours of wild and free trance dance in mind and body balance. And truly one must attain the strength of pressing something like 930LBS with their legs to be able to accomplish 3317 miles in 19 months of Olympic level-like training.

Truly I train at a higher level, objectively speaking than a young Olympic Athlete, and why I can and have literally danced ballet/martial arts free style dance all around accomplished young ballet student women, at the club where I dance, where they cannot keep up with me longer than 30 minutes during my 3 to 4 hours routine there were I do not have to take a break or a drink of water. My ballet female friend who is somewhere between the ages of 18 to 21, asks me how I get away with it, with other folks telling me I must be on some kind of drug to be able to do that asking me for some.

And to their dismay I tell 'em, it's all natural baby; all I can do is show you how it's done, as even I do not 'know' what I am doing, as it is MOST all flow in letting it go, with little to no NEOcortical control, as truly a real life NEO-like dude on the dance floor, if one can imagine that with the skills of martial arts NEO in the movie the Matrix developed on A dance floor with hundreds of people, and scores of gorgeous women, coming to the light of that dance like a moth to a moonlit FIRE OF NIGHT!..;)

And I have to wear these really cool 'Maui Jim' shades even at night because of the Trigeminal Nerve disorder that affects my right eye and ear and will probably have to do that for the rest of my life, even at night like I do now, which is reminiscent of NEO in the Matrix Movie but with me at 233LBS of relative rippling abdominal muscles as my NEW age Renaissance straight male NUDE Renaissance art shows in what my wife calls a 'twelve' pack;

I look more like Arnold in the TERMINATOR PER I'LL BE BACK TO DANCE EACH WEEK FOR 53 WEEKS COMING UP THIS Thursday night than NEO, with all the ballet and martial arts grace PLUS THE 930LBS PRESSING LEG muscle to ground it UP! like a butterfly floating on terrestrial land who can frigging sting the environment with half-a-ton of Bruce LEE like Kicking power.

Bruce Lee is 100 LBS lighter than me, and EVEN CHUCK Norris is 73 LBS lighter than me.

Truly I do not think anyone who weighs 233LBS at around 6FEET tall can do the ballet moves I do. Perhaps the martial arts moves but not likely the spins I do for up to 15 minutes left and right at will over and over, without ever getting even dizzy enough to miss a dance step.

And truly that's a real life 'Magick' human miracle, as when I am a shut-in, I will almost pass-out after a meal when standing up, or just attempting to walk around the neighborhood block one time.

IF I believe, then, science and folks LIKE MR. FNORD up there with all his cynicism about limits of human potential in TRUE HUMAN MAGICK, I WILL STILL BE STUCK INSIDE LITERALLY NOT ABLE TO EVEN WALK INTO WHATABURGER FOR EVEN 15 MINUTES, as is the goal of my therapist, at the beginning of July, 2013, before I AM seriously miraculously cured by what I understand as the all-natural internal power of the GOD of Nature manifest in my human nature SET FREE BY THE END OF JULY AROUND JULY 22ND 2013, WHERE I CAN DO MORE THAN I CAN EVER DO BEFORE I GET SICK, ALMOST IMMEDIATELY WITH NO FEAR OF SOCIAL SITUATIONS, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE END OF 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OVER CLOSE TO A 66 MONTH PERIOD OF TIME, including the worst pain known to mankind, type two TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA.

MY OTHER THERAPIST WHO IS a lauded therapist providing help to folks on the Autism Spectrum in my metro area, who is also Catholic, termed it as a religious miracle.

For me, it is all natural, as I frigging have to work hard to find that Internal power of GOD in me, from wake to sleep writing in escaping pain that no drug will touch and exploring my internal being for 44 to 45 months, before breaking out of the illness, and then dance walking 3317 miles in 19 months is truly blood, sweat, and tears, as although it did not make me cry like a little school girl, I did sweat a 'Tsunami', all around my metro area, and when I first get started actually bleed a few times injuring myself before I became more of a butterfly stinging like me, than a man, for metaphor of course..;)

Honestly, with the very limited computer-like brain before that I have, with a body and mind that is so out of balance, I have to watch my wife walk in Walmart and copy her to even get through Walmart until age 53,

IF I put myself back in 'those shoes' today, I WILL truly have to see ME and touch ME in real life, to believe ME.

HAha! I believe in ME..NOW!..

AND THAT'S A LESSON EVERYONE CAN USE IN 100% EMOTIONS OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL IN THE REAL POWERFUL EMPOWERING EMOTING EMOTIONS of FAITH, HOPE, AND BELIEF IN 'ME' in action, IN 'JUST DOING IT', WITH 100% TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.

BUT OH MY GOD, IT'S NOT FREE AND TAKES TONS AND TONS OF CONTINUAL REAL LIFE WORK, per UP TO A HALF-A-TON OF LEG PRESSING POWER, for me, AS I'M SURE YOU KNOW IN WHAT YOU DO IN DANCE TOO!

Anyway, thanks for the positive inspiration, as sadly that kind of reciprocal social communication is limited here; BUT I plan on continuing to change that too, and yes, accept the stuff I cannot change as same, as my inner being is truly as peaceful as the 'heArt' of a butterfly always in the calm of the storm now, no matter how fierce the surrounding Hurricane becomes.

And HAHA! that's the way I dance in the middle of literally hundreds of wild and 'crazy' inebriated college age-folks; like their hormone/alcohol fueled frenzy doesn't even affect or effect this 'ButterflyBee'! doing what 'HE' likes to do with Relative Free Will, with no one stopping 'him' now, either through online silly insults or WTF looks! in real life too!

I am born as a kind trusting empath, per archetypal angel of a human being who never sees a stranger. When I am entering middle school, and smiling generously at everyone in the hall like everyone is my best friend, the 'redneck already homophobe FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN boys taunt me with the F word, and NOT the FRED WORD to make me stop smiling.

I write innovative plays in school, and direct them in theater; win a contest for two home rooms writing a Christmas Story, and play the song 'Jesus Christ Superstar' on the Piano in a talent show so overcome with emotions when I stumble away from the piano, TO the ERUPTION of laughter from my fellow peers of students viewing my exhausted creative emotional state, at age 13.

Students make fun of me looking strange and more like a female than a male, in the natural androgynous body I am blessed with then.

But no, I do not become a bully, I march out and get some weights, with my worm-like body, and image a stronger person on the exterior, through string bean bony arms that have no muscle tone at all.

I have always visualized my dreams before they DO come true, EVEN FINDING AND MARRYING MY GORGEOUS 'INDIAN PRINCESS' LOOKING WIFE but even then they did start to come true, as my mother never tells me about limitations and expectations, and my super masculine law enforcement father is too weak to raise his children and leaves us at age 3. And no doctor ever tells my super feminine all unconditional loving mother that I am disabled with a deficit 'cause I cannot speak until age 4. He just says don't worry he has bright and intelligent eyes, he will speak when he gets good and ready. And eventually I DO, with great stutter and incoherence of excited speech for decades.

But nah, even in my forties, I visualize myself speaking in long emotional inspired paragraphs of writing and in the same oral tradition that my elders tell fascinating and captivating stories, at the dinner table for hours on end.

There IS a so-called time period when all I can do is write a list of sorts, as for 40 years after that audience laughs at me for playing the song 'Jesus Christ SuperStar', I repress that emotional creative side of my human nature to try to be a big strong man, instead of what PATRIARCHAL FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN folks convince me FALSELY, THEN, is weakness in grace, smiling, laughter, creativity, and overall human innate ALL NATURAL happiness, then.

Honestly I become 'a fallen angel' but it was PATRIARCHAL FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN Culture and not the GOD OF NATURE THAT falsely CASTS ME OUT, AS AN OUTCAST 'EMPATH HUMAN ARCHETYPE OF ANGEL'.

AND NOW, I LISTEN TO THE GOD OF NATURE AND JUST SAY, F** YOU! HA! FUN YOU TO CYNICAL DISBELIEVING CULTURE THAT TRULY HUMANS CAN BECOME A HIGHER POWER IN A MAN i FESTATION OR A WOMAN i FESTATION OF GOD, LIKE THE SO-CALLED REAL FLESH AND BLOOD HUMBLE AND NOT GOD OF ALL, flesh and blood human being JESUS, IF HE EXISTED THEN, AT ALL.

IF HE DID NOT EXIST THEN, THERE IS NOTHING STOPPING OTHER HUMAN BEINGS IN MANIFESTING THE GOD OF NATURE MORE FULLY IN THEIR OWN SELVES THROUGH THE REAL EMOTING HUMAN HIGHER POWERS OF GOD IN HUMAN, I MENTION ABOVE.

SOMETIMES THE SIGNATURE OF MYTHS DO COME

BEFORE FLESH.

AND there are many human beings who already HISTORICALLY exemplify THAT in REAL LIFE, FROM JACK LALANNE TO BRUCE LEE AND MANY MORE 'RIPLEY BELIEVE IT OR NOT' HUMAN INCARNATES OF THE HIGHER POWER OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT, YES! MANIFEST IN HUMAN BEINGS!

Anyway, once again, thanks for the inspiration.

That my friend, IS 'SUPERFUN' TOO! LIKE DANCING WORDS TO LIFE!

HAVE A GREAT NOW IN THE DANCE OF LIFE THAT CAN COME TRUTH AND LIGHT REAL WHEN DREAMS COME TRUE!


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29 Mar 2015, 1:28 pm

Seeing the starling murmuration really got me thinking about humans more. Look at what one starling is willing to do for another and the success they share and it's just a basic understanding of reality that works so well for the starlings. They are so in tune with it, it's effortless for them and yet every cell of their being seems to know. All become one and this keeps them safe from the hawks who are left bewildered and dumbfounded.

Humans could be the same if they tried more to reach that starling level of murmuration. We are sort of there now but certain elements can't seem to plug into that starling vibe. Starlings are examples of really good survivors.

This is pretty intense:



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29 Mar 2015, 2:02 pm

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Truly I train at a higher level, objectively speaking than a young Olympic Athlete, and why I can and have literally danced ballet/martial arts free style dance all around accomplished young ballet student women, at the club where I dance, where they cannot keep up with me longer than 30 minutes during my 3 to 4 hours routine there were I do not have to take a break or a drink of water. My ballet female friend who is somewhere between the ages of 18 to 21, asks me how I get away with it, with other folks telling me I must be on some kind of drug to be able to do that asking me for some.


Haha, I have actually had the 'drugs' question put up to me once. I think I answered it without stopping, and I said I was just drinking beer. They were surprised. I'm like 5'9, 260lbs. and I don't put a lot into exercise in the rest of my life, so I have to go grab a beer or a water sometimes to keep my edge and dehydration from bowling me over. I have a music video right here, where I'm performing under a rather limited way. I made this with a band that I knew liked my enthusiasm.



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29 Mar 2015, 3:48 pm

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So, assuming M-theory describes the real nature of our Universe, how could we detect a Higgs singlet? If this particle only travels in a fifth dimension, time in our Universe isn’t of consequence to that particle, so it could be created by the LHC in the fifth dimension, and when it decays, its “decay particles” (i.e. everyday particles that the Higgs singlet will create after it dies) will be detected at an arbitrary time.

This arbitrary time could be in the past, before the particle was even generated, or even in the future. Therefore, if physicists see particles spontaneously pop into existence before an LHC collision even occurs, that could be indicative of the Higgs singlet decay particles appearing in our universe. Simple!
The Higgs boson appeared after the LHC collision occurred, thus disproving the fantasy that time moves backwards.

Haven't you been following the news? I have.


It has been shown that Kerr black holes have closed timelike curves which do allow for time travel and backward flow of time. There already is experimental evidence for time-reversal symmetry violation at the quantum level which is perhaps what Nebogipfel was getting at.



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29 Mar 2015, 4:42 pm

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Might as well be magic to humans since we cannot even begin to do it


So what they do really is magical to us since we are far from accomplishing it.



And I have a real problem with this. It is not magical, we understand what is going on, it is therefore predictable and natural.

I think a far better discussion would be the concept of Memes. At least this has boundaries requiring rational thinking instead of fanciful, undocumented, untested conjecture.


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29 Mar 2015, 4:44 pm

Hey guys sorry it took so long to reply.

This website shows the kind of synchronicity which makes me think there is some sort of shared conciousness.

http://www.awakeninthedream.com/wordpre ... hronicity/


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29 Mar 2015, 4:57 pm

Synchronicity in the way I mean could be called 'meaningful coincidences'.

Say for example you are going to a job interview on a Friday but for whatever reason you were late and lost your chance because they have other candidates to see.

You're really mad and thinking that you must find work because your running out of money and then you see a 'hiring' sign in a window; you enquire about it and the manager tells you they're holding group interviews that same day. You attend the interview and then get the job which starts on Monday.

Or

You're wanting a certain item from the shop and you find out its on offer when you get there.

Maybe you guys have better example :P


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29 Mar 2015, 5:16 pm

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ooOoOoOAnaOoOoOoo wrote:
Might as well be magic to humans since we cannot even begin to do it


So what they do really is magical to us since we are far from accomplishing it.



And I have a real problem with this. It is not magical, we understand what is going on, it is therefore predictable and natural.

I think a far better discussion would be the concept of Memes. At least this has boundaries requiring rational thinking instead of fanciful, undocumented, untested conjecture.


Magical, I am using as a poetic construct. Of course we can explain it, we just do not do it, not like the starlings, who seem to do it so naturally and with such great ease. It's incredible to our senses witnessing a species cooperating on such a large scale without any kind of discernible forethought. They just do it.

What the starlings do is so profound on so many levels and they are such simple organisms yet they have it mastered. It is a matter of what one starling will do, without thinking, for another. That is one admirable species, in the grand scheme of things. Do not underestimate the power of the starling.

When you think about it, there's so much wisdom and knowledge about life in one starling murmuration. It speaks to my soul and tells me so much about reality.



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29 Mar 2015, 5:25 pm

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What I'm saying probably sounds very ignorant to people who actually understand quantum mechanics, but I keep hearing that the usual rules of causality seem to break down at the subatomic level. This makes the idea of precognition being at play within certain mental processes not seem totally outlandish to me.


Yup that seems to be so! Isn't it the strangest thing?!


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29 Mar 2015, 7:30 pm

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Hey guys sorry it took so long to reply.

This website shows the kind of synchronicity which makes me think there is some sort of shared conciousness.

http://www.awakeninthedream.com/wordpre ... hronicity/


That link gave me the New Age shivers after reading a few lines 8O



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29 Mar 2015, 7:33 pm

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Synchronicity in the way I mean could be called 'meaningful coincidences'.

Say for example you are going to a job interview on a Friday but for whatever reason you were late and lost your chance because they have other candidates to see.

You're really mad and thinking that you must find work because your running out of money and then you see a 'hiring' sign in a window; you enquire about it and the manager tells you they're holding group interviews that same day. You attend the interview and then get the job which starts on Monday.

Or

You're wanting a certain item from the shop and you find out its on offer when you get there.

Maybe you guys have better example :P


I call that serendipity. :mrgreen:



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Truly I train at a higher level, objectively speaking than a young Olympic Athlete, and why I can and have literally danced ballet/martial arts free style dance all around accomplished young ballet student women, at the club where I dance, where they cannot keep up with me longer than 30 minutes during my 3 to 4 hours routine there were I do not have to take a break or a drink of water. My ballet female friend who is somewhere between the ages of 18 to 21, asks me how I get away with it, with other folks telling me I must be on some kind of drug to be able to do that asking me for some.


Haha, I have actually had the 'drugs' question put up to me once. I think I answered it without stopping, and I said I was just drinking beer. They were surprised. I'm like 5'9, 260lbs. and I don't put a lot into exercise in the rest of my life, so I have to go grab a beer or a water sometimes to keep my edge and dehydration from bowling me over. I have a music video right here, where I'm performing under a rather limited way. I made this with a band that I knew liked my enthusiasm.



Thanks for sharing Danny, and I can see the creative joy in your artistic expression of both dance and creative art in the entire production of the video.

Keep up the GREAT INNOVATIVE creative PRACTICE, and there is no telling where you will go NEXT!..:)


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29 Mar 2015, 11:32 pm

Truly, synchronicity is no force of 'Quantum' human subconscious, 'DREAMTIME', coming to the surface of the conscious mind AND BODY IN BALANCE, in 'Acausal' connecting principle, per INDIVIDUAL OR GROUP DYNAMIC psychological meaningfulness, to scoff AT.

IN enduring the first two years of the worst pain known to mankind, described as such, in medical literature, including crucifixion, AS
'that' is a hot topic of this week THAT I did experience during all waking hours for close to 66 months;

it IS not a question OF IF I want to commit suicide, as I love my life more than I CAN imagine anyone else loving their life, before I fell ill with this literally described suicide disease, with never ever a thought of suicide before I fell ill;

YES, I carry a metal chain in my bicycle basket, as riding a bicycle cools my head off, mediating the Dysautonomia, I suffered through, too, where I would NOT become faint, like I would, walking in the Summer months, without a breeze around the block;

Causing additional stress THAT an autonomic nervous system that no longer controls my heart rate and blood pressure in synch well, becomes worse with the elevated temperatures of my much larger than average head. Larger human heads do retain, more heat, specific to this issue, and this is why, overall, one finds cranial capacities slightly larger in colder latitudes, on average, like Russia for example, compared to countries close to the equator.

I picke out an area, some miles from home, on a road named Martin road to find an escape if the pain becomes so horrifying that I can literally no longer bare it, where I can hang myself, WITHOUT MISTAKE, IN HOPES NO ONE WILL FIND THE BODY.

Yes, a horrifying thing to have to consider but a utility for experiencing a pain like teeth drilled without Novocaine that affects my right eye and ear, during all waking hours.

Anyway, SYNCHRONICITY LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY SAVES MY LIFE, THEN, AS

DURING MY DARKEST days of pain, my wife has a dream where she and her dead grandmother are HANGING ORNAMENTS ON A TREE, SPECIFICALLY, ON MARTIN ROAD.

MY wife had never ever mentioned that Road, per topic of conversation in our entire two decade marriage, and she awoke in the morning telling me about IT, in my darkest days of despair with the severe pain, considering THAT TREE THAT SAME DAY, FOR MY ESCAPE.

SHE SAYS, then THAT IS THE STRANGEST DREAM, WHY THE HELL DID I DREAM ABOUT MARTIN ROAD.

SHE HAS NO IDEA, then, I have the chain in the bicycle basket, or what I am contemplating, and I never tell her about the chain, until I completely recover, from the pain disorder, three years later.

HOWEVER, I KNEW THAT DREAM WAS FOR ME, IN SYNCHRONICITY WAY, AND TRULY 'A MESSAGE of Sychronicity OF SORTS', FROM ALLTHATIS AKA GOD, THAT I HAVE MORE THINGS TO DO IN THIS LIFE.

AFTER THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THE PAIN GETS, I NEVER CONSIDER SUICIDE AGAIN, IN MY THOUGHT PROCESS; HOWEVER, I do not TAKE THE CHAIN OUT OF THAT BASKET, UNTIL I RECOVER, IN THE END OF JULY, IN 2013.

THE GOD OF NATURE, IS ONE STRANGE FORCE.

STRANGER THAN FICTION, PER PARAPHRASED QUOTE FROM MARK TWAIN, AS FICTION HAS TO MAKE SENSE, TO SELL BOOKS, BUT NAH, REALITY DOES NOT HAVE TO MAKE SENSE, AND DOES NOT ALWAYS MAKE SENSE EVEN WHEN IT MAKES THE BEST SENSE OF ALL,

LIKE A WIFE HAVING A little dream about her grandmother and her hanging ornaments on a tree, ON A VERY SPECIAL MARTIN ROAD.

That IS my only experience of Synchronicity, during my fullest illness days, except at the beginning when I AM attempting to walk around the block with my wife, when I first leave work, feeling an incredible sensation of time slowing down, and my wife states immediately after THAT; OH MY GOD, IT FEELS LIKE TIME JUST SLOWED DOWN.

THAT'S THE FIRST AND LAST TIME THAT EVER HAPPENED;

EXCEPT, TWO YEARS EARLIER, IN 2006, I HAVE THE SENSATION OF TIME SPEEDING UP, UNTIL THAT DATE IN AROUND MARCH OF 2008, WHEN IT SLOWS DOWN, AND I never tell my wife about that, then, IN 2006, as it is too strange, I think, to make sense to anyone, as it may be here, as well, and she didn't make any mention of recognizing it herself, at that time, in 2006.

I am in a state of Creative Flow with ALLTHATIS, PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE, ALMOST CONTINUOUSLY NOW, AS A FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT PERSON WHOSE WIFE TAKES CARE OF ALL THE 'mechanized mind and body, DETAILS, OF RUNNING A HOME.

AS, MENTIONED EARLIER, I EXPERIENCE LITERALLY HUNDREDS OF SYNCHRONICITIES,
IN SOME DAYS OF MY CREATIVE EFFORTS;
AND TRULY WHEN ONE IS WORKING WITH THE GOD OF NATURE IN EMOTIONAL/IMAGINATION/CREATIVE/INSTINCTUAL/INTUITIVE ACTIVITIES,
INSTEAD OF AGAINST THE HUMAN CREATIVE INSTINCT
IN MECHANICAL COGNITION ACTIVITIES,

THAT IS when Synchronicity CAN become almost a way life, instead of the exception of non-creating mechanized human minds, where one is so out of mind and body balance for true human creativity that the experience of 'GOD WINKS' AND OR SYNCHRONICITY MAY BE CLOSE TO NON-EXISTENT.


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