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I have an aunt who tries to rewrite Jazz's journey, turning her truth into a false narrative of abuse and confusion, and that I don't want parents anything like Greg and Jeanette Jennings, which is false. If I had parents like them, I would be lucky to have a perfect family. It is so disgusting that people, especially if they are a part of my "family" would say that I don't want parents anything like them. They don't look abusive to me, they look supportive. I have a cousin who seems to have an understanding of what gender dysphoria is. Jazz knows herself better than other people know her. Only God knows her better than she knows herself. My aunt is trying to shove her anti-queer beliefs on me. I feel like I can't tell her how I feel anymore. It makes me do nothing but hate my life when she says that I don't want parents anything like Carla and Doug Alcorn. I feel like she is trying to control me by going around mentioning every little thing I do like I'm her little puppet. She is trying to get everyone to think nothing but bad things about the LGBTQ+ Community. I don't want parents that try to guilt-trip me into being homophobic and transphobic. You can be religious and support the LGBTQ+ Community. Having an anti-queer aunt makes me feel like I'm better off dead than alive. I feel like she cares a lot more about how I make her look than how she makes me feel. I feel like she is disowning me for being supportive towards the LGBTQ+ Community and I worry that she will also disown my cousin. Having an anti-queer aunt makes me miserable as f***. If I had parents like Greg and Jeanette Jennings, I would be lucky to have a perfect family. They didn't abuse or manipulate Jazz, they were supportive of her for being herself. I don't see God when I see my aunt. All I see is someone who thinks she's better than me so she applies double standards to me. I feel like I'm banned from venting, which makes me miserable as f*** and agitated. I feel like I can't do anything without coming off as "inappropriate, disturbing, and selfish." If she loved me, she wouldn't be disowning me for supporting the LGBTQ+ Community or going around mentioning every little thing I do like I'm their little puppet. She's also gonna say that depression, anxiety, and PTSD aren't real. I feel like I must put my life on the line to live up to her standards. I feel like she's expecting me to be happy all the time. I wish that everyone would see what I see. I hope you don't find the Instagram post offensive. I feel like I don't know how to tell anyone anything anymore. Disowning me for supporting the LGBTQ+ Community isn't love, it's abuse. Conversion therapy isn't real help, it's fake help. I feel like my aunt is secretly jealous of my autism and how expressive I am. I feel like nothing I do is ever okay and that people play parent with me just to gain a marriage out of it. I don't want to have to be anti-LGBTQ+ in order to get the job, it's disgusting. All I am to my aunt is just a buffet. When I hear people say, "You have got to stop ______," I feel like they're trying to control me like I've got to stop whatever I'm doing whether or not I want to like it's their job to just threaten me. It makes me feel like all people see every wrong in my actions like I'm naughty. I don't want to hear anyone say that I'm being ridiculous when I have proof that my aunt hates me.
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I don't have an attitude, just have a personality you can't handle.