We don't "have Asperger's", we are Brahmins!
Be advised that deleting the contents of your own post does not delete the same quoted contents from another post.
It is not so much that personal experiences and opinions are forbidden, but that many of us (1) are fully aware of the reality/unreality of medical claims related to autism spectrum disorders, and (2) would appreciate it if personal experiences and opinions are labelled as such when those experiences and opinions are first stated.
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There is a whole cottage industry of people claiming to have found out information about autism that nobody else has managed to figure out.
1. The secret of what causes autism
2. How to cure or treat autism which often involve diets
3. That autistics are superior to non autistics in some way
Often these claims are followed by claims by these people that their motivations are pure, that they just want to teach and help us.
These claims come from two main motivations
1. They are trying to sell a product
2. A person with too much time on their hands that have self esteem issues. Feeling you have discovered something that nobody else has is an ego boost
Most of the time if something has not been discovered there is a good reason, it does not exist. By definition actual new discoveries require people who think differently. Since people with autistic traits do think differently they in my opinion are more likely to discover new things and be mocked for it.
Whatever the motivation this site has a history of being rife with people making these type of claims and people feel exploited by them. So some of us do get suspicious of the motivations of people making such claims. Since I was one of those people if I misjudged your motivations I do apologize.
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DSM 5: Autism Spectrum Disorder, DSM IV: Aspergers Moderate Severity.
I am logging in for the first time in a forum let alone an aspergers related forum, because I had been self-observing myself for more than 5 years that I have mind-blindedness and shy/awkward of social situations and am a strong visual thinker and a pattern thinker. The disclaimer goes as below:
"Whatever I had mentioned above were only my personal experiences and not anything to do with medical claims. No medical institution or a doctor told me to write this or anything. In fact, I had found this book only 2 months back but my experiences and struggles with mind-blindedness and symptoms of aspergers goes years back. Being an immigrant from a backward developing country, I did not have any exposure to this subject nor the means to get myself tested at an early age. If this forum is strictly modulated to only post medical claims and not personal observations, I can delete my post right away. Thank you!"
Welcome to WrongPlanet, ramps!
You don’t have to only post medical claims.
Speaking as a moderator, I’d only remove a post if it was promoting something actually dangerous, like bleach, or stopping your chemotherapy (unless you’re accepting the risks of that and just want to die peacefully).
Speaking as a regular user, if something is ridiculous but not dangerous, like curing autism with Vitamin supplements, then I’ll ridicule it. Saying “I took Vitamin D and I got better” is not ridiculous, but “... and so Vitamin D cures autism” is.
The Politics, Philosophy and Religion sub forum is a place where far-fetched views are more likely to be treated with skepticism. Other sub-forums might be better places to get used to how forums work.
Thank you for your reply and welcoming me to the forum.
I happened to arrive at this forum not because I read about it somewhere but I had googled these terms "brahmin" + "aspergers" and arrived at this post. If I had known about stricter rules of this sub-forum, I would not have replied.
Having seen this post once few years back, I came back now because I had thought that I had a better understanding of myself and wanted to share my experiences here. But yeah, my mistake that I did not say that these are my personal observations before itself.
This is a very frank statement, I recognize having the same problem
I'd be interested from which country of origin you are
But as a counterforce, I'd at least try to check wikipedia before going after anything; I'm really curious how you deal with those negative info about Braverman
When I have had years of my life trying to realize that difference in me from others and then trying one after another kind of experiment to see if that makes me less mind-blind in a way, it really didn't occur to me to know the author of that book when in fact, the way I stumbled upon that book was also based on my own closet-bio-hacking experimentation of neurotransmitters and hormones and not by the author's name or what they do. After knowing the entries on wikipedia, I lost some credibility / respect to the book but it was before that I had tried to use the book as a data point, and so I could care less that the book was written by a human or a bot, especially after that wiki entry and took the info just as a data point to my bio-hacking experiments. If that wiki entry wasn't there, may be I would have reached out to the author by some means and thanked him and explained my own piece of bio-hacking or experiments but now, nope, I don't feel it from my heart to do that.
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I was confused when I first read the thread title because the brahmin I immediately thought of were the two-headed cows in the Fallout game series ![]()
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In ancient Bharata, the society observed children to discover their various gifts, so people could be directed to play toward their greatest strengths. The vast majority of children were observed to have good general and social skills, but no "special" gifts. These children were directed into the general labor force, where they could play to their skills and be happy, productive citizens.
Another group seemed to have innate business sense, they were hustlers and traders; they became society's merchants.
The third group were observed to be much more aggressive than any of the rest of the children, and tended to be dominant personality types. These children were seen as the natural warriors and leaders, and they were trained to be warriors and kings.
The last group had some peculiarities; these kids were observed to be shy, dreamy kids, who had special gifts, and they composed only a small minority of the population. Unlike the rest of the children, whose ability to reason was dormant at birth, requiring education to develop reasoning skills, these shy kids for some reason didn't need to be trained to reason, they were born with the faculty already fairly well developed. These kids seemed to be able to think outside the box in a way that the other children did not, even after the other children had been taught to reason.
The special kids had the unique ability to reason with both their intellect and intuition working together, and this was a skill that they alone posessed, it was not something that could be taught to others. This, of course, gave these kids a real mental edge.
The normal kids sometimes forgot to use their reasoning skills, leading to a social expresssion "did you forget your thinking cap?". The shy, dreamy kids never seemed to have to think about thinking, they just seemed to be wired for it 24 x 7. They had the ability to meditate for hours at a time, focusing on a single object. They also were observed to be predominately honest and trustworthy, something that couldn't be generalised for the rest of the population.
These children were called "Brahmins", and were recognized as the natural spiritual leaders, the educators, and the advisors and ministers to the king. Their special abilities and inherent trustworthiness made them indespensable to the king; he was a leader and warrior, but he needed the Brahmins to properly advise him in affairs of state. As they were rare people, they were accorded special respect and all society would show due hospitality to brahmins.
Now, it is said, that since in those times Truth was still predominate, being upheld by at least 50% of the population, that Brahmins had the power to curse; that is, since they only spoke truth, and truth is simply what is, whatever they said simply happened. This made it literally worth your life to fail to show due hospitality to a brahmin, and there are stories of Brahmins who got angry at discourtesy and cursed people for their failure to respect them. Only when the world became more than half false were they said to have lost this particular gift.
How would you like to be able to curse some NT's fingers together if he "flipped you the bird"?
The way people arranged society in those times was very logical, but over time knowledge was lost, the brahmins lost their power to curse, and over time lost the respect and understanding of society. Today, the system to examine people and direct them according to their strengths has deteriorated into a ridigly stratified social system called "Caste".
Now the primary duty of a Brahmin is to fight for and uphold truth, to defend that which is against that which is not; the great thing about this kind of fight, there's no bloodshed.
I myself am an Aspie and also a Brahmin Shaivite. All of what you said is true in regards to the utilization of natural gifts and abilities in the social order.
Much of that was destroyed when the Majapahit and Srivijaya empires were...but there are a few of us who still remember our ancestral roots and Agamic traditions.
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I think the OP needs to be mindful that correlation doesn't equate to causation.
I can usually tell more from a person's signature than from their posts and I was overjoyed to see a quote from the Upanishads and reference made to Lord Shiva.
How I am going to explain it? this is going to confuse some..
The distinction needs to be made between "Brahmin" and "Brahman".
The first being an intellectual from the priestly caste of Bharat...some may be Aspies and some may not...it is more of a genetic thing nowdays anyway.
In the olden times, children from the other castes (Kshatriya, Vaisha and Shudra) who showed an intense desire for God, an ability to understand scripture and to read/write Sanskrit were "adopted" as chelas (students) into the Brahmin Caste System...and speaking for myself, having Asperger's Disorder comes in real handy when learning proto European languages (which are mathematical in nature), understanding concepts in the Vedas straight off and being able to give a philosophical discourse like Adi Shankaracharya without having studied much and to a Hindu, this could be seen as having a "superpower".. UNTIL we get to that thing called Brahman.
Now, Brahman is the name given to the Impersonal Reality... the direct existence of Consciousness itself which has two forms..Nirguna Brahman (unmanifest Shiva) and Saguna Brahman (manifest Shiva). This is all encapsulated by the mahavakyas (great sayings) from the Chhandogya Upanishad like That Twam Asi or THAT THOU ART. Aspies
just seem to be able to grasp "nebulous concepts" better than NTs can.
There is a third in the series..just Brahma..which is a Hindu God..the "Creator" part of the Trinity (Trimurti) of Creator (Brahma), Preserver (Vishnu) and Destroyer (Shiva).
So, now we all know the difference between Brahma, Brahmin and Brahman....and I can go back to translating the Vigyan Bhairava Tantra.
Aum Namah Shivaya
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This "Asperger's-Brahmin" Connection Is What i thought was interesting about this thread as well. But of course this idea That Folks with Asperger's Have a High Degree of Systemizing Reason Skills, along with A High Degree of Innate Intuitive Skills As A Balance of 'Yin and Yang' as 'they' Say; Is surely not what one would expect in a diagnosis for a typical
Person With Asperger's Syndrome; as it is scanned for a Deficit in Intuitive/Empathic Skills and More of a Narrow
Ability for Systemizing Skills, In General.
Autism Spectrum Disorder is Diagnosed through Behavioral Deficits; Of course there is no one Causal Factor For
Those Behavioral Deficits in the Areas of Reciprocal Social Communication And Focus on Repetitive Restrictive
Special Interests that lead to Functional Disabilities Outside of those Special Interests.
My Wife Enjoys the Exercise of Taking out the Trash; while i continue to Write An 8 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible and Resume Public Dancing Dodging 'Corona' in Walmart moving past 13,066 MiLes Soon
Enough Later today; as i do it Hours as Moving Meditation Flow to Gain Even More Laser focus to continue to Write
A Longest Epic Long Form Poem in the History of Humankind; Just because i will/feel like doing it still now; as Forrest
Gump Replies to Why He Ran Across the United States Several Reps, as well in a different Narrow Area Special Interest.
Note: The Difference Between me and him; i'm real.
I'm Into Leg Strength too; Reaching A Max of 1520 Pounds, 8 Reps, at a 90 Degree Angle, at close
to 60-Years Old but Course There is No way to Put More Weight On the Machine to increase the
Effort; And Plus now that the Military Gym is closed; Oh Lord, my Home Gym only goes up
to 420 Pounds; so i have to about a Zillion Reps to even Feel like i'm Challenged; hehe.
Yes, It's Worth Noting that If Michelangelo spent too many Days Taking Out the Trash, and
the Other Mundane Necessities to SURVIVE; No, the Sistine Chapel Might Not Have Nudes
All over the Ceiling Bringing Us Closer Back to Nature as i Celebrate This Earth Day too;
Another one of my Special Interests; Not Many Close to 60 Year-Olds Folks Have Done;
(None) Over 20,000 Photos of Nude Art; Additionally Reflecting Earliest 'Petroglyph Cave Art' As Well.
True; Random Surveys of the General Public Assess My Nude Art (PG Rated) of course
With Stars Over my Private Parts as close to 33 Years Of Age; Benefit of Working Out Since
One Is Twelve Years Old as a Religion to Survive when the other Folks tell you with no ifs,
And or Buts; while they Nip At Your Fins that You Are Too Weak to Belong in this Aquarium of Humans
In Middle School. Additionally; Do Learn to Speak as for me at least with Hyperlexia that didn't Happen until age 4;
i had problems with it through my 40's; wondering somedays if i could find a word to say at work then; particularly
in Meetings with the Boss; as it took me Perhaps an Hour in a Meeting to come up with something to say. Oh Yes,
i collect Beautiful Smiling Photos of Dancing Young Women in Selfie's With me Over 2000 illustrating my Bible Poem too.
i don't have those 'other' 'Problems' any more;
i was also identified as a girl rather than a boy by the
McDonald's Cashier at Age 12; before i started working
Out as the rest of the Kids gave me Hell over my Androgyny then too.
In Shorts or nothing at all there i no longer or shorter questions about that.
People used to call me a dizzy fly for the way i moved;
Now 'they' have noted that i should enter the Metro Dance contest Literally Naming me Legend
To win it; but no; Competition means nothing to me; i am all about Human Potential; And
Perhaps that is because people insisted i didn't have any in so many areas of life; But Again,
There is Perseverance and Laser Focus And Practice makes Practice and More Practice Until
One Runs Across the United States Several Reps; or Public Dances More than the Distance of Half
Way around the globe in close to 80 Months; along with writing an 8 MiLLioN Word Long Form Poem.
As Far as Brahmins And East Indians Go; and the "Mahābhārata" that is the Second Place Endeavor behind what
i do of Longest Historical Long Form Poems at a rather small effort of 1.8 MiLLioN Words that took Centuries
And Innumerable Ghost Authors To complete; Not Unlike the Old King James Version of something like
this at around 800,000 Words That took the same kind of Effort With Scribes Changing the attempt through
Centuries of Copying Mistakes; and Likely Intentional changes too; Oh yes, and the Quran, About an 80,000 Word
Shot Received by One Dude in a Cave Naming His Creative Flow within By Angels oF Old; Illiterate of course
as it took him 23 Years to supposedly get all the Words; as Other Folks Wrote it down and it was printed
Some years After that as Lord Knows it took about 1611 Years to Publish in Print the Old King James Effort;
Yes, By God; Yes, i have Very Restrictive Repetitive Interests that No one else has ever done before; like painting
A Sistine Chapel and a Close to 60 Year-Old Flesh and Blood 'David' Natural of course without any Anabolic Steroids.
It's True You've Met One Person on the Autism Spectrum and You've Met One Person on the Autism Spectrum.
The Others only Have A Description of Similar Behavioral Functional Disabilities as well; but that doesn't color
the rest of who they are. Intuition, as Empirically assessed by Science With Autistic Folks Is an Overall Challenge
And Certainly Not a 'Super Power'. I've Developed Many Strengths Out of Innate Weaknesses in Epigenetic Ways
of Fluid Intelligence With Intuition that Crystalized Intelligence Cannot even Begin to touch. Generally Speaking,
According to Studies this plasticity is more common With Autistic Folks Who Start out Non-Verbal according to
those Studies Done by Michelle Dawson; but it is Significant Correlation and Not Causation.
Back on Specific Topic of Brahmins; The Caste System in India is Similar to the Lie of the Christian Religion
That 'only Men' Become Only One Man Who is the Only Son Begotten Son of God As Son of Man; if that tells
someone anything about Ignorance of the Binds and Bonds of Totem that will Become a Cherished Religious Lie
of Tradition. True; Environment Counts And This Means Castes Are Bull Stuff too. But Of course my
Personal Epic Longest Long Form Bible is Not About Lies; it is about Truth from A to Z Alpha to Omega
As Far as i Will see Truth Out of Dark into Nature's Truth oF LiGHT CaLL it God or A Blue Turtle; i don't 'mind'.
There is only one of me; but i am surely not 'the only one'.
Hehe; There is all of You; And What You are able to do with Your Human Potential, Epigenetically Speaking too.
i for one with just a 6 inch Screen will Provide Empirical Evidence of Links that Prove everything Above i say is truth.
In other Words, there is no chance anyone will re-write anything i did; and say i did or did not do it; for i provide a
Record of it all.
And yes, Published it too with the Aid of Technology, Prepared by others as a way for me to do even more.
When Someone is Born And You Try to Convince them that they are a Gold Fish With Less than that for Attention
Span; guess what; you Just Might get a Gold Fish, Instead of a Human Being with Greater Potential Fulfilled Now.
On the Other Hand; if it wasn't
for my Wife; i might go ALL 'Ascetic And
Starve to Death in throes of 'Frission' Ecstasy writing my Bible;
In Other Words, 'Manna' So Far Beyond Food One Will Not
Even See it with Organs of Eyes and Ears, alone.
There are 'Brahmins'.
And There Is 'Brahmin' with 'no name'.
As My Wife Says You Are Something but i don't know what.
That's a Real 'Brahmin'; Not a Trump; Not a Jesus; Not a Buddha; Not a Krishna;
Not a Lao Tzu; A True Scotsman (in my Case Two Generations removed from
Ireland Pre-Sired by an Eventual X-Catholic Priest, My Grandfather)
Blood, Sweat, And Tears You Actually See and Touch and Feel and i am only me.
People Like me don't fit in anywhere for Obvious reasons; and are 'literally' 'too big' to see.
i Just like Dancing;
i Just Like Writing;
So i did it i am Wind...
Just Feel Like Breezing aLong in
Flow like A 'Forrest Gump "Chaos MaGiC" Feather'...
So i do...
Here's a Poem Below i Wrote for Earth Day to A FRiEnD
Who does her very best to try to see all of me; it's a big job;
No one has been fully successful yet; i am Logical Enough to see that is impossible.
i Just Like Dancing
i Just Like Writing
i am Only Naked Wind.
i put the Words Around one of my
PG Rated Nude Works of Art Just
to show folks (me) what it really means for flesh to become words...
It's My Facebook Profile Pic and It's Just for me. Only one so-called 'Friend' (Nope)
Has De-friended me over this Art Lately but Numerous Family Members before...
Yet i am Free to Breathe i am Wind... Nature Doesn't Lie That why i discarded my CuLTuRaL Clothes....
Anything but Truth Gets on my Nerves; The Only Way out of that is to tale it the way i see it in Light at least....
Or Dance of Course in Autotelic Meditative Movement Flow Losing That Neo-Cortex Devil into the Light of Eternal
Bliss; Yes, Nirvana; Praise Life the Kingdom of Heaven Within for Real as Scientifically Assessed as the Fountain of Youth too; Even Regenerating Youth From Head toe too; Remember i Have the Nude Art at 33 at Close to 60 to Prove that too; at least assessed by Target Store Workers and the such as that; checking out my Facebook Personal Page.
i realize i am writing to myself; but it's my Hobby; It's My Special Interest;
And truly It is my FRiEnD that i see on this Page as Close to God as Words
of Mine Will Be as
Flesh Becomes
Word(s).
True, Being a 'Real Brahmin'; is A Challenge of All
Lifetimes now; Captain Salt's 'Lonely Allone Soul Club'.
Anyway; Here's the Earth Day Poem; Most People Here
see this Entire Thread as BS; so this shouldn't bother Anyone with an Open Mind..![]()
i am only 'Super Normal' in Extremely Narrow ways; And i Literally Fail All the Take Out 'the Garbage' stuff, now.
Generally Speaking; People Like me are Functionally Disabled in many ways; Some of Us just luck out with special 'Consorts'.
If there is any Proof of God it is the Existence of my 'Consort'.
Here's the rest of a Short Story Poem With a Theme Song too as my
Epic Long Form Poem Bible Includes 100,000 or so Photos From me;
And Over 10,000 or so YouTube Videos in Music, Dance, And Song;
And Other information to iLLusTRaTE Existence as is as Fully as i will;
Precisely What Long Form Epic Poetry does, Still Eternally Now.
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Words of Affirmation Come And Go
Particularly If One Forges New Paths
Awe Feel We Create Remains No
One Will
Take Away
SMiLes Now
LeSSoN 172
Never Running
Out of Numbers
Thank You For
Inspiring These
Words For Inspiration
Indeed is Essence Now Of
Awe FeeL.. SMiLes And then
THeRE is 'Frission'.. Google It if
You Will Experience of Divine Tears
Electricity of Ecstasy FLoWinG Through
Every Connection of Our Soul Head to toe
Pyramid Capstone of Awe My FRiEnD As
We Come to Feel Life As LiTeRaLLY DiViNE
Sadly Science Shows Closed Minded Folks
Are Often Incapable of Feeling Divine Frission
For the Sublime Beauty of the Breath This Rare
Planet Lives as Far as Nouns Go Awesome is Literally
Our Inheritance Star Flowers Seeds We Are Resurrecting
From Gaseous Dust of Star Death Crucible Fire Explosions
Iron From Super Novas
In Core of This Living
EartH FLoWinG
Through Our
Veins
of Star
FLoWeR
Seeds Us
As Far As Science
Aided Eyes See Yet
To find A Planet Like Ours
That Breathes Blessing Blissing
Birthright Real This iNHeRiTanCE
of Star FLoWeR Seed EarTH And All
That Exists As ALL ENTiRE Existence Creating
This Gift... In Deed THiS HEaVeN for those With
'Eyes' and 'Ears' Who Actually Feel The DiViNE WiTHiN
Essence of God Breathes Nature's Spiritual Tears On God's
Cheeks God's Hands God's Eyes And Ears Yes This Heaven for those who See
And not Only That Now Is Forever When Divine Comes to Breathe Beyond Beauty Sublime
Yes
My
FRiEnD
You Are Awesome.
And i Do Believe THeRE
IS A MeMe And THeMe Song
For This Breath.. i Feel NoW..
SMiLeS It Is The Happiest And
Saddest Song For i So Wish Others
Will One Day See What i See And FeeL iT too..
Happy EartH
Day MaY ETeRNaLLy
Life Be This Way For You Now
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_poem
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Tufted Titmouse
Joined: 11 May 2019
Age: 1962
Gender: Female
Posts: 46
Location: Australia
Words of Affirmation Come And Go
Particularly If One Forges New Paths
Awe Feel We Create Remains No
One Will
Take Away
SMiLes Now
LeSSoN 172
Never Running
Out of Numbers
Thank You For
Inspiring These
Words For Inspiration
Indeed is Essence Now Of
Awe FeeL.. SMiLes And then
THeRE is 'Frission'.. Google It if
You Will Experience of Divine Tears
Electricity of Ecstasy FLoWinG Through
Every Connection of Our Soul Head to toe
Pyramid Capstone of Awe My FRiEnD As
We Come to Feel Life As LiTeRaLLY DiViNE
Sadly Science Shows Closed Minded Folks
Are Often Incapable of Feeling Divine Frission
For the Sublime Beauty of the Breath This Rare
Planet Lives as Far as Nouns Go Awesome is Literally
Our Inheritance Star Flowers Seeds We Are Resurrecting
From Gaseous Dust of Star Death Crucible Fire Explosions
Iron From Super Novas
In Core of This Living
EartH FLoWinG
Through Our
Veins
of Star
FLoWeR
Seeds Us
As Far As Science
Aided Eyes See Yet
To find A Planet Like Ours
That Breathes Blessing Blissing
Birthright Real This iNHeRiTanCE
of Star FLoWeR Seed EarTH And All
That Exists As ALL ENTiRE Existence Creating
This Gift... In Deed THiS HEaVeN for those With
'Eyes' and 'Ears' Who Actually Feel The DiViNE WiTHiN
Essence of God Breathes Nature's Spiritual Tears On God's
Cheeks God's Hands God's Eyes And Ears Yes This Heaven for those who See
And not Only That Now Is Forever When Divine Comes to Breathe Beyond Beauty Sublime
Yes
My
FRiEnD
You Are Awesome.
And i Do Believe THeRE
IS A MeMe And THeMe Song
For This Breath.. i Feel NoW..
SMiLeS It Is The Happiest And
Saddest Song For i So Wish Others
Will One Day See What i See And FeeL iT too..
Happy EartH
Day MaY ETeRNaLLy
Life Be This Way For You Now
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_poem
It sounded like a beautiful Kundalini awakening.
I also understand what you said about systemizing reasoning skills vs intuitive skills as the dichotomy/duality in the diagnosis of ASD.
I have a few "narrow interests". One is Tantra (as shown) one is Quantum Consciousness, one is building Orgone Energy Devices and Tesla coil radios.
This all happens when an Aspie starts stepping outside their purview of limited or narrow interest by ever-so-slight incremental degrees..and I STILL do not have any empathy, cannot understand sarcasm, have no social skills whatsoever, my 'theory of mind' only seems to work on good days...my personality resembles Sheldon Cooper from BBT.
What I also found out was that nobody said anybody had to believe anybody else if they didn't believe what others were saying anyway...so if the OP believes he is an Aspie with super powers, good for him. I'm not going to put up any real argument there or say that he is not...if he believes he is, then he is (just don't try and convince anybody else of that). This is my philosophy anyway.
^^^
SMiLes, after all I've Experienced in Life; It's Hard for me to See any limits, now.
In Other Words, Because It Hasn't Been Done Before; Doesn't Dictate It Will Not Be
Done Now; Unless one is an 'Old Testament' Kind of Person, Afraid of Creating 'New Testaments' Now.
Before July 19th in 2013, on the Simon Baron Cohen AQ Scan, i scored 45; Additionally Scoring
195 on the RDOS Aspie Quiz; My Myers-Briggs Personality, Solid INTJ; My Emotional Quotient Test Score 55.
Yes, Kundalini Awakenings Are Real; I've Been Enjoying a Staycation of Bliss for 81 Months Now; took me about a Month
to Start the Dance and the Long Form Poem; Since Standing On A Beach on 7.19.2013; Becoming One With Emerald
Green Gulf, Swaying Sea Oats, Sugar White Sands; And Sea Gull Wings Spiraling the Sun Effortlessly Now My Words
Continue to relate the Flow of the Experience; Even in Divine Frission of Ecstasy for the Few Who Are Far Enough
Away from the Noise of CuLTuRaL Clothes to Experience this other Dimension of Existence that is real
as so much of what folks have forgotten and lost; use or lose applies to all the Experience more of 'God' True too.
God the All; Not the Smaller God's that ALL Naturally Consumes; but of course Even a Gnat Gets that without words.
In Long, Eternally Now; We are Not Our Thoughts, alone; We Are Water Waves Ocean Waves Water Ocean Whole
Skies Space And So Much More Faith of All That Just Exists NoW As Is Us Through Sight Beyond Eyes Always
Evolving as Light From Dark iNHeRiTiNG A Happy Earth Day True Always Now.
Anyway; i Was Permanently Disabled as A Shut-in My Home for 66 Months; 19 Medical Disorders, Including Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; A Pain Assessed as Literally Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion; No Drug Would
Touch It; Worthy of the Common Disease Nomenclature, 'the Suicide Disease'; Like A Dentist Drill without
Novocaine, Except in my case, my Right Eye and Ear; Sleep only Escape, From the Pain from Wake to Sleep.
Anyway; that Day i woke up and said to my Wife; Let's go to the Beach.
The Previous Long Term Goal From Professionals; Just to walk inside the
Doors Of A Whataburger Restaurant; still in the Professional Notes of course.
The Next Weeks after the Beach; i took those Tests Again; A bit of a Change; AQ Test, 11;
RDOS Aspie Quiz 92; Emotional IQ Test 95; Meyers Briggs Personality Solid ENFP;
As i documented that Change On this Website When it occurred then; And Forecast
The Limits i had then like Leg Pressing only 500 Pounds Will Disappear; and i'll come
back so 'you' will see the proof of what happens next. i keep my word; No matter what it takes.
My Psychotherapist Called it a Literal Miracle; My Psychiatrist Quit His Practice and Started Teaching
Movement Therapy in South Florida; Inspired by His Patient Who He said He Couldn't Help With No Prognosis for recovery.
The Worst Part of the 66 Months, loss of my Emotions; Loss of Chi that i didn't have a word for then. Memories
Are Emotions and Emotions are Memories As the Psychiatrist i still 'Teach' Said so Rare for a Human to Lose
them; usually restricted to the Autism Spectrum too; Real Hell is not remembering the Feeling that comes with a Smile.
Heaven is a Smile;
Lesson in Hell my FRiEnD Where Death Is Heaven;
The Rest of it all is just all Icing on the Smile;
Or Word Salad, Depending on if one has the Ability
to Feel Divine 'FRiSSioN' (God As Whole As ALL) or not.
I just went Out and collected all the Words,
People Create to Label what i do (God) already Real.
Smiles; i've been kicked out of many Places for just being me.
Bottom Lines:
i remain me;
Miracles and all of that other Word Jazz..![]()
My Life at least is beyond Fiction; it is Both God (ALL) And Real.
All i need to 'KNoW' is SMiLE Within NoW;
Smile; Human Complete Eternally Now.
Smiles; Thanks For 'Seeing me'; Rare every place i've lived; except for when i dance..![]()
Eventually, A Social Animal Will Find Some Kind of Way for Other folks to 'See' them;
even if they Literally
Have to
Become
A Living Dance Legend; And Keep Their Mouth SHUT;
Yeah Before; i was Like Sheldon Cooper and John
Nash in Fictional Movie Scenes too; Big Difference
Though in the 'A Beautiful Mind' Movie; my Solution
Is to Ignore the Blondes and the Brunettes When i Dance
One With God (ALL); Yes, 'Adam Smith Needs Revision' again.
Naturally This Attracts Both When they are totally ignored; hehe,
Considering where i've been; it Just helps me Giggle And Realize God
Is Always A Laugh DarK Thru LiGHT, at Least for Me For Real Now i see.
The Photo Below as i always Bring Proof wherever i go; is from the Last
College Night the Metro Dance Hall Was Open before Corona Closed it down;
Things Have Changed since i danced in the 70's; Women are more typically
'Aggressors' Now Bringing Hips as 'Frontal Weapons'; Anyway One of the
Women Asked may We Have Your Phone Number as they missed my Age
by the way i move by close to half my age at 35; instead of 60 on 6.6.60;
Lesson for more restricted 'Minions' Here is there is more to see of existence than most
folks
will
fathom
currently as
Real; if they seek
IT IS possible they may find Heaven too FOR REAL NOW They Create, too.
Heaven With Two Smiles; is simply More of God to Light Existence;
i Still Celebrate Life; cause i can and will; Strangest Thing; My Wife
hasn't significantly Aged in 30 Years of Marriage either; from Head to toe.
Again, 'Just Because It Hasn't Been Done Before' is a Newer Never Ending Testament for me, at least..![]()

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