alegziz wrote:
What about making a consious decision to believe in God? I don't know, but I was raised to believe in God, and even though at this point I'm pretty sure the God I believe in is not my parent's God because I object to being a sheep, I am still a happier person believing in God.
Aside from which, why do we get a knotted up about whether people "believe" in something or not? Belief doesn't affect anything unless you change your action to follow it; it makes more sense to care about the ethical or moral code of conduct you believe in, without excusing or explaining it as something handed down from generation to generation by a Great Wise Man or Prophet of God.
As long as you act to be the best person you can, any kind and loving god will accept you; and any god who won't take the best I can do with what I have isn't one I want to spend eternity under the rule or in the company of.
So it sounds like you believe you have a choice. Such is the nature of the world created by the creator god that lives in your mind. It sounds like, perhaps, you also believe, as I do, that man and god are not separate, that man and god are one. Those gods have been a damned nuisance ever since the ancient Greeks installed them on Olympus, and before.
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