techstepgenr8tion wrote:
calandale wrote:
techstepgenr8tion wrote:
I'm not trying to poke at you or anything but wouldn't that get depressing - telling yourself and believing that you can't see the real world for what it is?
Delusions CAN make one happier,
but does it seem more noble to
be a lotus eater, or a truth seeker?
I guess its different for all. I feel horridly unsafe, sick with myself, and like I'm rotting away if I decide to try chasing illusions. The only time I even feel the desire is when I feel like the world is coercing me into it on the guise of needing bragado; haven't done it in years and even if there is payoff in the social sense I'd be too disgusted by myself to really enjoy the results. So for me, I really can't be happy any other way - even when being a truth seeker raises antipathy from other people (which believe me, it does) that penalty still isn't enough to make it worth my while to go the other way.
Actually, I think that we are arguing the same
point, but with differing assumptions. I see any
objective world as a model (at best). There MAY
be something beyond what I can sense and think
about. 'Course, even admitting an 'I' and senses
and thoughts is a leap of faith. One which I seem
incapable of truly dispelling - though I try.