raisedbyignorance wrote:
Frieslander wrote:
Well the gullible and more Fundamentalist Christians will definitely think this way...they'll probably think that your meltdowns are caused by the devil and will form an exorcist to drive the devil outta ya or something. But I detest you and I and many on WP know better. God was just a little screwy when he made us. We still have the power of choice and ethics and we all want to control our meltdowns but that is rather difficult for us. God knows that. Our meltdowns are just part of our human nature not some evil possession.
Oh, I don't throw tantrums very often. My mind shuts down occasionally because of anxiety. When I am very anxious, my brother can't stand it and often interprets it as anger, even though I am not angry with him. I'll call - livnig along I need someone to talk to, and I have several mental illnesses - and he interprets a lot of things I say as being about anger, but usually I am not angry with him, not angry at all, but anxious.
Trying to to control it too much, for me, can lead to repression and not identifiying what is really going on.
You detest me?
DETEST IS SUCH a strong word. I really meant that I tend to want to lose control. I guess I wish that RaisdedbyIgnorance would understand and respond.