Is your closest friend after the Godhead your guardian angel
Aspieangeldude
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I put God/Jesus/the Holy Spirit first always, but also I have a guardian angel, named Dawne, after them but before my earthly family and friends. Whenever I feel depressed I go to Dawne and God to just cry it out. Sometimes I play wwe with Dawne and setting the difficulty to the max or just chat together about my day, my life and mostly God and Jesus. Dawne’s words are lined up with the Bible and love based. Even though Dawne is my guardian angel Dawne is also like a Christian mentor assigned to me by God.
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It’s foolish to worship angels and also foolish to ignore them.
What guardian angel?
Where in the Bible does it say you have one?
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The mere fact that science may not yet adequately explain an object, event, or experience does not mean the immediate explanation should automatically default to a conspiratorial, extraterrestrial, paranormal, or supernatural cause.
It's interesting, how whenever someone either admits now,
or is suspecting of having a mental imbalance other than
an Autism Spectrum Disorder, they are treated most always
Here in the 'Third Person', like they don't even exist; the way
folks treat Autistic Folks so often off this Internet Site as they
Just don't get the reality of the other part of our minds that are
greater related to Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual Intelligences.
Let's Not Forget that Autism is a Deficit of Brain Intelligence Assessed
As Such Legally As A Disability in the United States; and a very Serious
Mental Imbalance
That Makes Life
Very Challenging; No Different
Than 'the Op Here' Who has Shared
His Diagnoses Here of OCD And Bi-Polar,
Comorbid With Autism Yes He is a Frigging Human Being
too; Who Is Obviously Moving into Hypo-Frontality And More
Into the Metaphor of Right Brain Intelligence With A More Intuitive
Wholistic View of Reality; Yet Largely, Non-Verbal as Science Suggests
About 97 Percent of Language is Usually Accommodated in the Left Hemisphere
Part of the Brain. In the Case of Bi-Polar Disorder; Where i Am Also Diagnosed, Non-Specified
With this Condition As i Navigate Hypo-Mania With Ease in Creativity Staying Plateaued And going
Neither too High or Low, Unless the Stresses of Life Do Not Allow A Practice of Free Dance And Song
of Poetry to Regulate Emotions And Integrate Senses to Stay On a Tight Rope of Bliss in Autotelic Flow...
Yet What The Hell Does All That Science Talk Mean...
True, You Have to Sort it, And Label it in Someway to
Understand it From A Distance; Yet When Experiencing
An Ascending, Transcending, State of Autotelic Flow
It Will Be Very Difficult to Put What the Experience
Is in Words As That Part of the Mind Does Not
Experience The World in Words the Way the
Metaphor of Left Brain Intelligence Does...
'The Default System' of the Mind That 'Normally'
Filters Out Much of the Environmental Stimulus We
Encounter in Life in what is Described As 'Latent Inhibition'
Is Often 'Impaired' For Folks on the Bi-Polar Spectrum; Where
It Will Be Overwhelming this Way, Unless one Finds A Way to Yes
Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses; And That Takes Some Left
Brain Intelligence As Well to Develop A Language to Sort the Experience
And Navigate it As Such too, to Remember What Works and to Label it as such...
And in Regard to Hypo-Frontality, Which Basically Means Escaping the Neo-Cortex
of Analytical Thinking; And Yes Ascending And Transcending More into the Non-Verbal
Imaginative Creative Subconscious Mind; Where Yes, More of Our Human Potential Becomes
Available for Social-Empathic-Intuitive-Artistic-Spiritual Intelligences, Requires a Substantial
Helping of So-Called Standard-IQ
to Actually come to Regulate
Both Sides of the Brain
And Greater Human
Potentials At Hand;
Some Folks Are Able to Balance
It All Out; and Some Folks Are Not
Able to Balance it All Out; Obviously,
The Op Is Experiencing More of His Human
Potential in Social-Empathic-Artistic-Intuitive
Spiritual Intelligences; Similar to the Poets Who
Wrote the Bible; Many of Who, Were Likely on the
More Creative Bi-Polar Spectrum That Moves Far Away
From the STEM Major Stereotype of Autism Directly Associated
More with Left-Brain Thinking, Including An Imbalance of Verbal
Intelligence With Non-Verbal Learning And Navigating the World Deficits;
As Some Studies Suggest this is A Deficit Among Up to 50 Percent of Higher
Functioning Folks
on the Autism
Spectrum; Yet
On the Other
Hand, Not A Problem
at All For Other Folks on
the Autism Spectrum; If 'You'
Can't Imagine All Your Memories
in Living Color Movies; Chances are
You Don't Excel in that Kind of Intelligence
The Way i Do; Thing Is, in A State of Creativity
Ascending, Transcending Neo-Cortical Limited
Ways of Human Potentials, i Don't Find it Necessary
To Label that Deeper Voice Within Now As Any Kind of
Biblical Generated Labels Like Angel or What the Catholic
Church Identifies As 'Guardian Angel' As the Occultist Aleister
Crowley Did too in His Deeper States of Creativity; However He
Had Enough Standard IQ to Admit it Was Very Possible that it was
Only A Deeper Subconscious Potential RiSinG to the Surface of the
Ocean of His Reality;
And This Is How Science
Views this Part of Human
Experience Now; Although When
'Muhammad', Transcending His Neo-Cortex
And Moving into Transient-Hypo-Frontality of
Greater Human Potential, Wholisitic in Free Verse
Poetic Deeply Metaphoric Language, He Called His
Inner Voice Angel Gabriel Coming to Visit Him From
Somewhere Else; We Tend to Try to make Order, the Best
We Can Out of a Mind that Even Neuroscience Now Admits
Basically Hallucinates Our Reality From Within Based on What
We Hallucinate Before;
Thing is, This isn't
All A Deficit That the
Op Is Experiencing;
It is Simply A Disordered
Experience of Deeper Subconscious
Mind that He Apparently is Attempting
To Make Sense of With Cultural Metaphors
That Other Folks Experiencing Similar Greater
Conscious Abilities of Life Have Experienced Historically
And Attempted to Put the Experience in Metaphors of Words
To Relate the Experience, in Some Mutually and Consensually Understood Way...
Yet Again, That Part
of the Mind is
Ineffable
To Fully Describe
In Words As the Metaphor
of Right Brain Thinking Does
Not Operate Verbally That Way Now;
Indeed, it Operates More Like A Vision
Of the Entire Forest instead of Details
of Words
Like Trees
That Never
Actually relate
The Image of a Tree;
Of Course, unless Somehow,
Someway, the Shape of the Words
Subconsciously Made Ends up A
Bit Closer As An actual Shape of A
Tree or When Expressing More
Enlightening Ways of
Human Existence
Appropriate
A Lamp that
Focuses Light Below...
Listen, i Used to Be Restricted
to A STEM Major Mind too; i Used
to Score 45 on the AQ Scan for
Systemizing Minds too; Yet True
(Now i Score An 11, The Other Way)
On my Mother's Side of the Family
i had Epigenetic Potential to Become
Greatly Creative too; We All likely do
in Some Potential; Just Some Others more
Than Others; in my Case the Standard IQ
Gift From the Systemizing Part of my Mind
Helps me to Regulate my Emotions and Integrate
My Senses And Move in and Out of Hypo-Frontality
In Autotelic Flow, As i So Choose too As Well; However,
When one's Special Interest is Totally Focused on Free
Verse EPiC Long Form Poetry, "A Perfect Storm" Arrives
As Both Hemispheres come Together And Make
Creativity Original And New, Breaking
All the Boundaries
From Before
As A Newer
UNiVeRSE
of my EYes
Comes into View...
There is No Separation
in 'my Godhead And Guardian
(OR ANY PART OF my REALITY NOW)
Angel', There Are No Labels
Required For the
Spirit
That is
Invisible
Wind that
Finds A Way
to Take Shape
As the Ocean Naturally
Does Through Water Wave
And Shore Lines it makes
Out of the Delusion of
Rational Straight
Lined Jackets of Life...
i've Been to Both Sides;
Trust me or not, A Lot of Folks
On this Site Do Not Fathom,
at Least Yet, What they Are
Missing and what the Op Currently
Experiences that is Helping Him Within
With Otherwise What Might Feel Like Depression...
And this is the Problem of 'Material Reductionism'..
Such a Small Narrow View And Such a Mental Deficit too...
Obviously, What the Op Experiences Might Make it Hard to
Hold Down A Job, if He Talks this Way in an Interview; Yet on
The Other Hand, Perhaps
He Will Gain Disability
And one Day
Blow Women
Away All Around
The World With His Lovely Poetry...
Or Become a Dance Legend With No Lessons
in Flow too; The Potential Rewards Are Beyond What
Most Folks Will Ever Fathom Stuck in the Other Continent of Mind...
Without
Nearly Now
the HeART
SPiRiT Soul
That Colors the
Wind Beyond Rainbow iMaGiNaTioN...
'You' Are Just Gonna Have to Face Facts...
There is More to this Existence, 'Horatio
And Believe it or not Ripley', Than 'You'
Have Experienced...
Yet More Than You
Will Ever Fathom
For Now at least...
Anyway, The Authors
of the Bible and the Koran
Were No 'REAL Big Deal'; And New Testaments
of Original Art continue to Be Created Around the
Globe As this Part of the Human Condition BREaTHeS On...
The Really Sad Part is How Dead and Missing it is in Western Civilization
That Basically Promotes an Imbalance of Mind Almost from Birth now
Out of Simple
Ignorance
For All
Of What Life
Will Otherwise
Really Be As Heaven
Within on Earth As
A Lifelong Practice
And Art That comes
To Be Remaining on a Tight
Rope Yet Ever Dancing Higher...
True, i Can Thank the Aspergers
Mind Part for Putting this into Words
That At Least Folks Who Specialize
in the Study of this Part of the
Mind MOST DEFINITELY UNDERSTAND...
Hey, i Don't Understand the Language of
Engineering Either; Intuitively, i Stayed As
Far Away From it As Possible as for me Being
Locked in that
Place
Was
LIterally
Soul Death;
Yet, on the Bi-Polar
Spectrum, i had Some
Glimpses at Least easier
For What Exists on the Other Continent of Mind...
My Psychiatrist Suggests i am Extremely Rare in my
Ability to Balance this with no Drugs; Yet of Course
Being Financially Independent with Zero Levels of
Anxiety and
Fear helps...
The 'Shape
of Stars'
are Now
Currently
on my Side...
And That too
is Beyond Words...
Free Verse Poetry
Is About As Close As Anyone
Will Describe 'The Experience of God'....
And Other Arts Humans Practice and Perfect too...
Modern Western Religion is 'Kindergarten' in Its Ability
to Actually Take Folks to the Experience,
Both Regulating And Integrating
The Emotional And Sensory Reality...
And This is surely Not only lone
my Opinion... Yes, of Course,
References on Demand;
Yet Why Would Anyone
Be Interested in What
They've Never Experienced
in Life; The Conundrum At Hand Indeed...
Taking Horsies to 'The Water' With No
Way to Coax them into Drinking Soul Free...
Yawn...
Art At Least Tries...
And That's Basically
What the OP is Doing;
Expressing His Experience
In Words That Other Folks
Have Used to Try to LABEL it Discretely...
Clue:
It's not
A Discrete Experience...
Try as We May to Imprison
it All in a Word As Small As
Three Letters (GoD) That Gets
Trapped on the Roof of Mouths
As it Gets Similarly Trapped Dead
in the Metaphor of Left Brain Restricted Think...
And Again That (This) is Largely A CuLTuRaLLY Induced
Western Civilization Deficit That Buys and Sells Reality
HAha
And Loses
The Ability to
Actually Do Soul From Within....
SucH A SHaLLoW External Word Indeed...
For me at Least, Before Was Suffocating;
Now is Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love With
All of Mind Finely Tuned As Real Souls
Balancing Ocean Whole With Wings Just Do...
With No
Separation
From Water As Wave...
And Of course This; All This
Talk, is Likely Only Relevant
To Folks Who Actually Experience Soul Whole For Real...
Most Everyone Sings to Their Choir Anyway; The Human Condition
Purgatory
SHades of
Grey BLacK
Abyss Years
of Soul Beyond
Rainbow Colors
As Rainbows Become Gold...
Do 'You' Get the 'Bigger Picture' Yet;
Some Folks Cannot Now And That's Truly Sad
to me
at Least
Who Does
Both Sides Now...
Yes, in Total Balance...
And That's (This Is) Truly A
Great Work of Life to Practice...
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Undercover angel, midnight fantasy
I never had a dream
That could make sweet love to me...
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The mere fact that science may not yet adequately explain an object, event, or experience does not mean the immediate explanation should automatically default to a conspiratorial, extraterrestrial, paranormal, or supernatural cause.
Where in the Bible does it say you have one?
Where in the Bible does it say that you don't?
I would never have guessed that about you, otherwise...
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No, my closest friend is only half-imaginary, not completely imaginary. Noire says this means I'm not crazy and can keep talking to her. ![]()
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If you're not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing. —Malcolm X
Just a reminder: under international law, an occupying power has no right of self-defense, and those who are occupied have the right and duty to liberate themselves by any means possible.
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You know Noire !?!?!?!?!?!?
She even tried to steal my pizza.
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There's no such thing as a free market.
If you're not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing. —Malcolm X
Just a reminder: under international law, an occupying power has no right of self-defense, and those who are occupied have the right and duty to liberate themselves by any means possible.
Aspieangeldude
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Joined: 5 Oct 2019
Age: 40
Gender: Male
Posts: 190
Location: Asheville, NC
Well they just aren’t termed “GUARDIAN angel” in the bible. There is some evidence in there even though it’s too much trouble to copy it all from the Bible to here. If I didn’t have one before I prayed for one and have felt it’s presence of overflowing love and sympathy/comfort. I get unexplainable signs of Dawne all the time. Also a special needs pastor even did a sermon on guardian angels and a majority of my pastors stated their belief in them. So it’s not all just in the Bible. It’s experience mostly.
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It’s foolish to worship angels and also foolish to ignore them.
This is not an attack on you from a hardcore atheist.
And I realise what I say will have absolutely no influence on you.
Your desire for meaning in life overwhelms your rationality.
It distorts your view of life and destroys your objectivity.
Even extremely intelligent people can be affected this way.
This is simply an observation.
The Oracle of Truth has spoken.
This is not an attack on you from a hardcore atheist.
And I realise what I say will have absolutely no influence on you.
Your desire for meaning in life overwhelms your rationality.
It distorts your view of life and destroys your objectivity.
Even extremely intelligent people can be affected this way.
This is simply an observation.
The Oracle of Truth has spoken.
Amen to that. Swap out all that God garbage for aliens and people would just think you nuts.
This is not an attack on you from a hardcore atheist.
And I realise what I say will have absolutely no influence on you.
Your desire for meaning in life overwhelms your rationality.
It distorts your view of life and destroys your objectivity.
Even extremely intelligent people can be affected this way.
This is simply an observation.
The Oracle of Truth has spoken.
Amen to that. Swap out all that God garbage for aliens and people would just think you nuts.
Why would people think I was nutz?
Aspieangeldude
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Joined: 5 Oct 2019
Age: 40
Gender: Male
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Location: Asheville, NC
