hartzofspace wrote:
Speaking of hiding it, I have recently given myself permission to rock gently in public, whenever I feel the need. The other day, I was sitting on a bench, waiting for the bus, and gently rocking. Two college girls soon joined me. I was deep in thought, and when I finally looked up, I could see the old, familiar look of bewilderment. The girl quickly looked at her friend, and then back at me. Finding this irritating, I went on ignoring them. I could feel this tension, as they continued to communicate silently about me. I wonder why rocking is so disturbing to them, and so pleasant to me. Perhaps I should have started disrobing? At least their consternation would then be justified, at least to me!

I always rock when I'm drunk. Thing is, only my boyfriend knows I'm an aspie, and even he doesn't know much about it, so they all just assume it's me being reeeeally wasted. I'm never 'wasted', I don't really like being drunk at all. But it's a good excuse. "Ooh look, LeKiwi's swaying in the breeze inside her head again! How cute!"
As I'm a newbie here, can I just ask - what's Autism Speaks??