I'm overweight for a number of reasons: 1. Food is a crutch. It's the only way I can cope with all the mental and emotional pain that gets foisted on me most of my miserable life, without becoming stoned or drunk. 2. Being obese certainly turns off a lot of people, since most people only want to screw me over, no matter how nice or respectful I am to others. In short, I live to eat, not eat to live. 3. Growing up, with 3 brothers, and Dad being the breadwinner, proper nutrition was unheard of, since Dad's take home pay was slightly above subsistence. When mom went grocery shopping, she bought the cheapest, and, by extension, the least nutritious items on the shelf. A lot of times, she didn't eat on account there was not enough to go around.
I'm back to emotional eating the last few weeks, no thanks to the jackass I, and the rest of the housemates, have to put up with. A so-called friend of mine started up about my weight this afternoon, and I left him know the jackass is causing all the drama, which is stressing me out, and exacerbating my colitis, since I'm eating nothing but junk again to self-medicate.