Hanky,
glad the money will be coming soon,light at the end of the tunnel is not always a train.The times I have unintentionally medicated it's been because I forgot IF I had taken something...so,just to be sure, would take more.Asprin?Does that effect your diabetis?Seems a bit dangerious.I was addicted to cough syrup on the street,got me through some rough nights(Robo DM)Meet many Robo heads?I think it does permenabt damage pretty fast,saw some kids get real stuipid,real quick...bit scary.
Soup kitchens....always have to balance the gnawing in my stomach with the dislike for crowds...tummy usually won.Amazing what hunger can motivate an aspie to do.You should not be skipping meals....buy a box of cheap granola bars when you get your money(stock up),you need to keep your blood suger stable or your going to have more physical problems...speaking off...how are your feet?You should get "special" socks and shoes through your medical coverage.Do you have a social worker to help you with this stuff?(I know many are overworked,under-empathetic,burnt out or bossy...but a good one should be able to help you(finding one is a bit like playing the lotto,though).
Anyway,your in my thoughts and I am wishing you well.Maybe someday,there will be more help for adult aspies...I am tryng to get Rosie O"Donnell interested,but she is like the rest of the world....puppies and kids make better "posters" for raising money.
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