Todd489 wrote:
If you don't cut yourself for attention then why the hell would you tell anyone about it? Furthermore, what is this "so it's barely visible" crap? If it's just something you do for your own reasons then there's no reason for it to be visible at all. Sorry if I came off as ignorant, but some of these posts made my bullshit-ometer go through the roof. I'm not trying to bash on self-harmers, I'm bashing on people who act like they're not being attention whores when they clearly are. For all you know, I could've put myself in the hospital once or twice. I'm not going to tell you, though, because absolutely nobody wants to hear my f***ing horror stories any more than I want to hear theirs. If you're a self-harmer, I don't care. I don't give a f**k about the when, the how, the why, or anything. You wanna tell someone, go get a counselor. You wanna tell your friends on WP, use PM or email. You wanna keep it to yourself, then you'd better do a damned good job. But don't play it off like you don't want anyone to know when you really do, and then turn around and deny it when accused. I don't have time for that chickenshit. Nobody does. And that's the final word..
The internet and real life are very different places, and people may say things on one level that they would not on another.
I self-harm, and I admit it here. How many people know it? I don't know, but at least a few. I've posted about it in threads that ask about self-harming. I don't do it for attention because quite frankly, I don't care if you know, and I don't care what you think about it. I share it on here because there are people who understand. I am no better than them, and I don't presume to be. However, it's nice to know that I am not the only one, and they are not alone in it either.
How many people know in real life? None. Because I don't
want them to know, and I don't want the attention. You have no idea how nervous it makes me to change in the locker room because that's the only time my cuts are visible. I have lies ready in case anyone ever notices.
If you don't want to hear about it, then fine. I don't give a damn. Don't read it, turn away, whatever. But don't you dare go around telling us what we can and cannot post, especially when you're posting your intolerance here. You don't get the final word.
I don't care who knows it on here. I talk about it because it usually makes me feel a bit better and connection is important at times. I don't want anyone in real life to know about it. So there's your f***ing answer.
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