The combination of Asperger's syndrome and synesthesia that I have causes me to still have sensory overload meltdowns. What starts happening when I have them is that all the sensory stuff starts being perceived through one portal instead of being divided up into different sections of my brain like they normally are. It's difficult to explain. The only reason they stopped for a few years was because I was depressed. Isn't that nice? The only way to avoid meltdowns is through depression.
And I can relate to this story...
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*takes really deep breath* I can trace these meltdowns/tantrums all the way to preschool. This is why my mom and previous teachers/counselors suspect Aspie syndrome (can meltdowns be part of it?) Basically, they've ruined my life, and my friendships even worse than just feeling and acting awkward. I was put on useless "behavior contracts" and expensive trips to counselors, stress from teachers/principals and a seizure from too much focalin (which I clearly didn't need- I don't have ADHD!) Elementary school was hard...
Yes, definitely. I was diagnosed at the age of 3, and so when I had meltdowns at school, the teachers put me on things similar to those "behavior contracts." (e.g. "When I feel like I'm going to cry, I can..." lists) Thankfully, I got out of that situation early, because I passed the GED when I was 12 and got into college. Unfortunately, I've had to take a hiatus due to the return of the meltdown. I hate that. My education means a lot to me, and I hate the fact that I can't continue it because of my own freaking problems. I really hope these therapists can help...
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