Do you guys ever cry?

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I'm not even depressed anymore, just emotional about things. I already cried today over old feelings. I guess the effects of long term depression don't just go away when life gets a little easier. I'm just still hurt and have no one to talk to. It's so confusing...

The only thing I hate about my Aspergers is its reputation. Everyone seems to think I need help 24/7 and don't think I understand things properly. Well with the Teachers. I fit in perfectly with other kids.

i did have a bit of a cry recently.
a possum i know who has a bad eye, had a little joey on her back. the little joey was so small and clung to her mothers back and when her mother came to visit me, the little baby looked at me with such innocent eyes. she seemed almost terrified about her world (not about me).
i put my finger near her nose, and she sniffed my finger, and almost decided she wanted to crawl up my arm because she knew i loved her.
she was a frightened little darling that i really wanted to take into my heart and protect and nurture. but i could not take her from the wild.

the next night, her mother(who i also love) turned up again as usual, and her baby looked sick because her eyes looked faded. i petted the baby, and i noticed she was rather cold. but i did not take the baby.

the next night, i saw the mother at my kitchen door, and when i went out to be with her , she ran off and went under my porch stairs. she seemed preoccupied with something under the stairs.

i thought "uh oh" and i got my torch and i looked under the stairs.
there was the dead body of the darling little baby.

my happiness was crushed. i could not believe that such a wonderful little girl i was starting to love was gone.

then my mind was cruel to me. i realized that possums only come out after dark, and so the little possum who died under my stairs must have crawled there after dark, and i did not check outside until 10pm.
if only i had gone out at 8pm, i may have noticed her fighting for her life under my stairs.
i would spend anything to save her, but i was too late.
i had no idea how to think about that except to cry in a way that was a serious love song to that little darling.

err i am sad again now.

I fit in well enough with my NT friends(they're strange). I don't like the rep either. Being a rebel is a symptom. It should be cool.
p.s. Nice sig LOL
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I first in secret, then involuntarily in front of my mum, because we and someone else had been having a conversation about AS, and it brought a lot of buried emotions to the surface.

I HATE crying in front of another human. I feel so violated....but I couldn't do anything about it...

a generally nightly occurence.
i hate people at school, so i manipulate them till they screw up and i get the last laugh

I haven't cried in about 10 years. I was being told off because after one of the dorm staff let me look at their wristwatch I laughed. He didn't understand that I wasn't laughing at his watch because I found it stupid, but because I thought it was really clever. For some reason I can't really cry anymore: I get teary-eyed but that's it.

I cry somewhat often - the last time I really cried was while I was adjusting to a huge move of house last week.

i have to admit that i cry over the (according to my parents) strangest and least-cry-deserving stuff. Math. Chemistry. Stuff i don't understand. I really don't like crying, but I don't know how to control it. oh well, guess i'd better go make sure i have enough energy to make it through the rest of the day with ten million siblings. (it seems that way, i only have 8.)

i stoped crying after i learned to control my emotions i never get so mad that i start hiting every person in sight anymore. i learned myself not to. lately i'm begining to wonder if i learned to control my emotions or just locked them i didn't cry when my girlfriend broke up with me and i didn't crie when my grandma cried this morning i just dont cry anymore.

I cry when my dad upsets me and makes me feel worthless (quite often), something goes wrong, get bad essay mark, I have a panic etc. Rarely at films or anything, I'm a pretty tough girl compared to my mum!
I usually tend to bite or scratch myself too though. Once dad upset me so much the bruises fom my biting stayed for a week.

I do not cry at movies. I don't really even watch any. I find them boring.

I cry quite often, when I'm watching sad movies or when I get touched by something (like today when I watched the video of that Britain's got talent lady singing). I also cry with good-byes, or when someone I care about cries in front of me. I'm pretty much a crybaby.

But the last time I cried over something that really made me sad, was 1st of January of this year, and a couple of days after that. My little brother had an accident and I was so afraid that I couldn't stop crying. Sometimes I remember that night and those days of not knowing, and tears come to my eyes.

I wouldn't say I cry, its more like I might shed a tear or two. But I don't actually start to make sounds, never saw the point in it. I might do this every few weeks or so I'd say.

Last time I cried I'd say that was of any real purpose was when I was home alone sick, and I was thinking of all the places and situations I could be in that I know could never happen, to be more specific I was thinking about how I could be dreaming anything I wanted to experience, yet I just wasn't able to. You guys might not get it though, your not lucid dreamers..

Yesterday.

When I watched Marley and ME