I'm a freak

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Shoot me in the f*****g face...

which type of projectile would you like?
crossbow?
your mistletoe is no match for my tow missle.

but seriously, i understand. at least i think i do. give it some time?

Why do you think you're a freak?

I'm a freak too, join the club!

No one understands me. I want to leave school. I don't care about myself anymore I'd rather be dead than some stupid lying politician or doctor.

Hey, those stupid lying politicians have the power to get rich by stealing tax money, I imagine becoming one would make you lots of cash

But seriously, no person fully understands another person anyway, and hardly anyone likes school either.

Why don't you care about yourself, though?

CALLING ALL FREAKS.
Being a freak is all based off perspective and you are never alone. I hated school to and got bullied so much I ran off the grounds just to hide from the bullies. Then came high school were there were enough people nobody care about the oddball. Then i found a club filled with "freaks" but we are really just different. The club i joined was an anime club. If there is not one at your school than make one that is based off one of your interest.

P.S. i think we all can feel were you are coming from and we do understand but, remember there is always some one that has felt the same thing

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It's not just peers. I mean its a big part but I'm also sick of teachers just rambling on about s**t I don't care about. I don't even know if I want to go to college. I would like to run away though so maybe like a community college for a year 2 years max. There's no thing as an open world. I know people who describe themselves as weird but are actually a lot more normal than they think.

You are not a "freak" you are a part of a superior group of people
and never think of suicide
bullies just deserve to be shot if they are bothering you in school

Hey, Nobody likes to be told what to do but, sometimes we just need to push on through and get it over with. Public schools are frustrating and hard and we all know were your are coming from. It really helps to find a school for kids with autism ( ) and/or learning disabilities like the school i now go too. Very one understands and they try to help you. My teachers know when i am upset (without me telling them) give me what i need at that time weather it be space, peace, help, advice, or time to just calm down and do something that puts you in a good mood. if you can't get to a school like that then find some aspies in the community and try to befriend them. If your to shy see if one of your parents could arrange a meeting with the other aspie and their parents.

P.S. There is no way to describe a living being as weird or freakish. There is only different and that is normal.

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I agree with every thing but the superiority part. We all have strengths and weaknesses. We are no different except for the fact we have rare and unique strengths and weaknesses that others will never have Einstein was an aspie. Bill Gates was an aspie. Walt Disney was ,too. So we are just the "outside the box thinkers", the "one that color outside the lines", the ones that make their dreams come to life.

That's the thing I hate people in general. Well not all people. Just people in my classes. Most of my friends aren't in my classes and/or go to different schools (i switched schools like 2 or 3 times). and i dont have many friends to begin with. like there's a girl i like but she has a bf already and hes a fat stupid morman republican that i want dead.

you know what im just gonna wait till graduation then shoot up on a lot of herion and have sex with hookers. hows that sound?

Not good, heroin has destroyed peoples lives over and over again and is so addictive that the first is never the last and extremely hard to stop doing . Hookers tend to have STDs and usually steal things of value as they leave.
Seriously, I think you need to have some fun and take along break from school so you can find a different perspective on life. Stop focusing on what is making you pissed off and relax . I hated lots of people but than I tried thinking about the good, which I admit is hard at times, but it helps so much. Go to the movies, play a new video games, ride a rollercoaster at a theme park, and just make the most of life. As for the girl, forget about her and move on or wait for the opportunity but date or meet someone else thats free in the mean time. And the people you hate ignore them and if they confront you tell them to piss off. If its an authoritative person, get away from them by switching classes or smile and nod and imagine them not there and think of something funny.

It's all easier said than done. My brain is so wired up and distracted I get stressed and dont notice what I'm doing. And there aren't really any special schools that I know of where I live and I can't just leave no matter how bad I want to. Idk. I was told I had AS when i was like 12 or 13 but I'm kind of starting to doubt it because I don't really have any special abilities but I can't socialize worth s**t.

freak is just a label.....i used to be called a freek when i use to wee wee on the carpet until i was 14 and i had to be potty trained again. and at the time i thought i was a freak....then i learnt yer..all people in high school are freaks cos we are teenagers...we are growing up..but wwhen we grow up to be adults then we wont be freaks or feel freaky.....i am not very good at explaining and i am the wueen of freaks at my school cos i dont drink and i read but just remeber....ASPEGER AND AUTISM IS AWSOME!

Honestly, you don't need any "special abilities" to be diagnosed with AS. That part is up to you to find on your own. I know this because believe it or not, I know exactly how you feel and what you're going through. I've been there, done that. As for the socializing, I can't really help you that much because I'm having problems with it myself. The only advice I have for you is don't do anything to harm yourself or anyone else. It will make things worse. Good luck to you!