Does this happen to anyone else?
I'll be in full tears, snot running down my nose, and in complete despair. And then I'll instantly be fine. I'll feel totally normal (although my face stays red forever) and even be capable of thinking about whatever it was that made me sad without bursting into tears again (unless I really thought about it/wanted to). My sadness was real and I have no idea how I "turned it off", only that it's gone.
I don't know, it just feels really weird and I don't understand what's going on.
Well hows it follow through? Is it like after hearing a certain thought from yourself, suddenly your just like "Hmm..." and move on doing whatever?
Or is it like you burned yourself out, and instantly at that point you know what you need to do?
Or is it like you were in such misery, you decided it was as bad as it's gonna get and so you stop and move on?
Ok... there's a better way to sum this up.
You had an instant random realization, and instantly moved on?
Those happen to me a lot! Which I think is good, though sometimes I end up bursting up laughing while I'm crying just because some of the irony.
Life can be odd...