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sometimes, whenever I'm rushed, I start saying "time,time,no time,time no..."
like , unconrollably! and I was wondering if somehting like that ever happens to
you? 'cause I always do that when i'm hurried, and i can never avert it.

Well when i'm doing something and i'm suddenly rushed to do something else I get very annoyed and uncomfortable and say some stuff, don't know if that's any similar?

When I feel rushed, I tend to balk. Often, if I'm being pushed just that second by someone, I'll swear (which may or may not be a conventional curse word; often as not it's something I've made up like asche or tsch). Does that count?

When I feel rushed and have lots and lots of pressure on me I just stop and either say:

"Stop rushing me a***hole!!"

"Stop rushing me for f***s sake!! !"

"Don't f*****g rush me!! !"

If I had to be rushed or I was in a scenario where rushing was the only option then I would start either saying to myself repeatedly:

"Come on, come on, come on" Really quickly.

"Gotta get this over with, gotta get this over with." Really quickly as well.

When I'm rushed I flap my hands madly. Sometimes I babble rubbish too. I generally loose all composition when I'm rushed and I forget things, which leads to me being upset later on.

I simply cannot be rushed with eating though, not only because of the stress of it, but also because of my hyperaciditiy.

When im rush, all the words that try to come out of my motu all come out at once, and gibberish comes out instead as i wave my hands about, either that or the swearing mode kicks in

I don't swear often, it's just when i get seriously annoyed, sorry

I can't be rushed, i lose all sense make weird repeated gestures and start stuttering.
My dad, who is very understanding, will go and sit in the car, not helpful.
Whenever i am rushed i things go bad, i forget my lipsalve.

I start 'freaking out', muttering in between occasional swears and pacing about in a frenzied manner. Less frequently, or I just start yelling half-formed rebuttals in what sort of sounds like a strangled, protesting cry. If I'm extremely stressed out, I can even start gradually pulling out my own hair. Fidgeting and messing around with my hands is also quite common... I've never been able to bring myself to belt out a strong, wholehearted response to pressure, rushing, or harassment.

EDIT: I also have a tendency to pick apart the flesh surrounding my fingernails. Probably not too healthy...

What often happens is that I'll have long fingernails (due to neglect), and transfer the picking issue into moving around the dirt lodged in them. When I get around to clipping them, however, I'll start tearing up my skin again. I don't even fully realize that I'm harming myself until later, when I have to search through the scratchy pockets of my coat for some spare change...

Me+being rushed=stress.

Simple math.