scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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6, mental-logical war in prgogress

a mildly confused 7...

Hugs to those who are struggling

+1 for me which is an improvement. The change in meds is making my side effects worse but I'm starting to feel like I'll be able to breathe better soon. This is good.

+5, I am eating pizza, slacking, partying, living life the good way

+3

Passed defensive driving, and feeling better physically.

A belated thanks and hopeful thoughts to everyone , especially Zen Mistress who has always managed kind words.

A transient 2. Should go up. There are bigger problems in the world than mine, I'm just a bit oversensitive to to things which bring me down at the moment (hormones and upcoming birthday). Just stuff on my mind, no place to let it out, and brooding over it. Resisting urge to take codeine, but i'm tired and want to sleep it all away.

You can let it out here on WP if you want.

- 5

Evening of alienation and distance. Didn't want to go out but one friend's birthday and another I've known for over two years was leaving so was sort of required.

Conversation skills failed, just stood there limply and people talked around me, at best interjecting inappropriate comments. Also, sensory issues, too many people in crowded bar just made me feel uncomfortable. 80% of the time I can handle all this and at least do minor conversation, 20% I go properly autisitic and it's basically hell. Of course, some others are properly autistic 100% of the time, but how someone else suffering more than myself should somehow reduce mine is beyond me.

+2.5 I'm feeling a little burned out. Got some stuff going on right now, and it's a little more then i thought i was getting myself into. Hmm.....

starting with 5.5 on friday
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left bike at school, couldn't go to athletics because my bike was at school -0.3
was invited to stay over the night at a friend +0.5
was fun +0.3
had to do homework - 1
skipped homework + 1
went to work, went alright + 0.2
could take leftovers from bakery +0.2
I accidentally made 2 mean remarks to someone new at work - 0,8
my niece which I don't see often is here + 0,5
have to do homework, feels less of a burden than yesterday - 0.3
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5.8 (If I'm correct), which is better than most times

Thanks! I read all this thread's posts and sometimes can relate to them or feel emotionally effected in some way.. Im glad that some of my comments have helped you feel better. I know that some people on this thread have helped me feel a lot better, especially when I was really down. I hope you get a good sleep, anyway.

((((((((Hugs to everyone else)))))))

I am probably a 3. Very tired, and my parents are home tomorrow morning from their trip. They are not going to be happy to realise I have broken their microwave and possibly the oven too. Anyway look forward to getting some sleep...

-2. Pretty tired, and circumstances are still a little out of favour. But overall not too bad. If I compare things to last year on this day, things have improved.

+6

+2

Not very high

I suppose just the culmination of knowing the end from the very beginning; knowing that I'll just exist how I do now till my [natural or murdered] end.