Manders wrote:
I just can't. I'm tired of saying and doing stupid things all the time. I'm tired of embarrassing myself, especially in front of certain people. Forever I've tried to consider those awkward moments as 'learning experiences', but they continue to happen. I know everyone thinks I'm stupid. I have no friends, no love life, no life AT ALL, because I don't know how to make friends, deal with a love life, or go about doing something with myself.
I really can't go on living this way. I need to exchange my brain. NOW.
I am here for you ! !! Please dont give up ! ! I am your friend and you are yourself .... A very very apart of life!! I want you to try something..... If I asked you what you feel when you are happy ...How do you feel?