HelloMeD wrote:
its late Im tired but I still feel that things are not right. I just wish I could reason with the people watching me. I know there there. I can hear the creek of the floor when the sit next to the wall. I wish they would understand that I am not omniscient, I cant pull knowledge out of the nothingness. I didnt know that they where after me for somthing that I couldent even remember at the time and I made the mistake of stopping my pills. I dont know why they are watching me 24 hours a day. I can hear them. I just geuss if they are putting me in prison then this gross injustice and wast of tax money is just going to happen. I cant do anything but surmise what is happening.
Then go outside and confront them. There will be no one there. This is because you are displaying classic signs and symptoms of schizophrenia. Since you found this site, you can find sites about schizophrenia. Here are two:
http://helpguide.org/mental/schizophren ... upport.htm
http://www.schizophrenia.com/coping.html
I would suggest that you stop posting this in the forums and instead start a blog on this site.
Are you familiar with the technique used by John Nash? He used logic to find is way, such as this. How long can a 10 year old girl be 10 years old? If she is still 10 years old 5 years later, something must be false. She must not be real. Try to apply this to your situation.
What about your situation is false? Ceilings really can not bear much weight, anyone crawling around up there would soon fall through, especially if there was any equipment involved.
Use this idea to explore other areas of your concern. Remember this too, this conspiracy begins with you. Reject this conspiracy, and it does not exist.