scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I downloaded the first season of friendship is magic.
+3

How I see the scale:
10 happiest ever
9 f*****g happy
8 really, really happy
7 really happy
6 just happy
5 happy... I guess
4 not really happy but I don't feel bad either
3 fine
2 meh
1 Neutral
0 I don't know
-1 could've been better
-2 kind of bad
-3 bad
-4 really bad (crying)
-5 mild depression
-6 depressed
-7 depressed and want to hurt myself
-8 depressed and want to kill myself
-9 depressed and planned my death
-10 suicide
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I think I'm at -6

-5
I feel so lost with my life. I don't know what to do with it really...

neutral so, that puts me at 0

-10, suprise, suprise I still hate myself.

Watched a few Looney Tunes cartoons... and a uni offer from Southampton!

+8

Remaining at -8
I still have great difficulty walking, standing and sitting. Ever hopeful of a new spine.

-10, Like I need food and a shower before I have to head out and take care of some sh*t........I am not really up for anything other then going back to bed maybe putting a movie on my lap top and feeling sorry for myself cause I screw things up all the time.

-5

Words are vague. I suck at communicating.

+7

+3

-10, family crap bothered me

-50

-5
I'm stressed out and I don't know what to do about it.

---- I feel so horribly guilty and like things are just ghastly. Always some mixture of pain and now this new anger and guilt, I don't know what's what anymore. Added to that paranoia that I'm not even sure is paranoia and all sorts of other very negative emotions.

^ you've done nothing to feel guilty about at all. nothing.

anger is a new thing for you I think. There's a reason for it, and maybe really understanding it will help you to move on.

I really hope you can find someone new to talk to professionally, because you deserve to be listened to, to be heard, and to be understood.
You deserve to be healed, and find self acceptance.
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