scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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drinking some jim beam. and listening to conor oberst. so pretty good.
+2

+6; I am feeling pretty good today.

+2.

+1. I felt better, but then the world always has to indirectly remind me of my flaws every two seconds. Please stop it, it gets unbearable at some point.

0 I feel like I'm ready to die. My inner child keeps plunging me into inadvertent trouble.

-4. Things have taken a turn for the worst. Wish there was someone to confide in.

+3. Feeling pretty great right now.

0, ok I suppose, perhaps I will have a couple beers with my dad later if I ever make it over to his place...his friend is supposed to come give me a ride at some point, I'll have to call her again.

-1, good god, all I wanted to do was have a couple beers with my dad and chill out for the night. But his nazi room-mate said I had to leave by nine , so I did, but it sucks.......I just want somewhere I can live and have a couple beers with people every now and then.

-5

walked to a theater, with a hobo of jim beam, and some beef jerky, and went to see I fankenstein in theater it was pretty bad good action scenes and visuals, but horrible horrible story.
+4
its extremely cold here though.

-2. I had a headache for hours last night and could barely get out of bed, and it looks to be the same tonight. Goodbye, productivity...

-2. Overstimulated after a social gathering, plus feeling guilty about an earlier meltdown, but attempting to alleviate this by disappearing into more madcap schemes for decorating my kitchen...

-6

-2 irritated and annoyed with the world. Time for an early bedtime, I guess.

-9.5 I had a very eventful week or so. My dad had hip surgery again as mentioned in an earlier post. Besides the stomach issues at the beginning of the surgery, it ended but now he's having a lot of pain from the surgery itself, something he didn't have in the beginning. One health problem after another. To prove this point I suddenly needed surgery, my first real one in my life. I had an MRI a couple of weeks ago. It was of my shoulder because I have been experiencing pain for several months. All I will say is it turned out I needed surgery and I didn't expect it. Right now I'm typing slowly with the other arm. I just had the surgery yesterday. Also as usual mom is in tremendous pain as well in the last few weeks as well. I know for a fact she will need to have back surgery. Problem is that every single one of her back surgeries have become infected. To make matters worse, my brother needs surgery as well. This means this year alone my entire family needs or has had surgery. Stress.