Do you ever feel like an idiot?

Post Reply New Topic

why xD u gotta like something, and well, some games and some series are quite deep. if u know what to look at) not all the mind-broadening things are written and wrapped)

Yes, I feel like an idiot every day. I can relate to having a big mouth too. I am very talkative but at the same time extremely self-conscious about it because I find myself revealing information about myself that I'd rather not be public knowledge. I try to believe that people are friendly and have my best interests in mind but that's just not the case. I feel like an idiot for trusting people. I feel like an idiot for wanting to connect with people because it always ends going up in flames. I feel like an idiot for not being able to establish real connections with people. I feel like an idiot for not being able to accomplish things I set out to do. Yes, I feel like an idiot every day.

well short fuse, general. yep. i get primed each time my kid yells. and she yells a lot. gotta admit, i manage to hold it 69 times out of 70 xD THE LAST ONE IS A PROBLEM. tho when it happens i feel like a monster, not an idiot xD ya, being nearly 5 years old she really should remember not to screetch, knowing how i "love" any loud sound xD

morbid. and well, sometimes slap happens. but not for sassing me, no. mostly for breaking something or yelling her lungs out for a few hours. (which happens when she doesnt get something. ya, age). we are getting better lately. guess half or more of her bad behaviour is mirroring my state. allistic, feels it instinctively. so when i get better, she starts behaving better. which in turn picks me up so bigtime. sorry for offtop.

Quite often, especially when tripping up and falling. I had a flying leap 2 weeks ago that tore up my knee & hurt left ankle, right calf, left thumb & right wrist!

Of course there was a car approaching. I must have given them a laugh. Probably no web cam though. I haven't seen myself falling anywhere else.


I also feel idiotic because I have been alone all my life. I often wonder what it would be like living with someone, but that will never happen.

I feel like an idiot almost everyday! (cries)

I felt like a big one this morning. I just hope something that happened last year won't come back to bite me this year.