scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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.001 .. think , i am struggling to stay out of the deep do-do . Coming at me.

if i can keep deep doodoo at bay for the day, i consider that day ok enough.

Smacks of pure poetry ..
It was a hour by hour knock down drag out today.. but might have survived,
Perhaps bankruptcy but the doo doo did not win the finally round today it appears .. fingers , toes , legs and eyes crossed .

-5

I miss my friend

3

Recovering from some kind of coughing/sinus infection thing apparently going around locally. Don't feel like I'm doing much of anything these days also.

Friends ...... ? Sighes

hugs.

-2. Lots of bushfires around. 3 died, 150 homes gone. I've forgotten what fresh air and clear blue skies are like
The fire front of one is only 2km away from Wowserboi's house.
Personally I think I'll be ok, unless a wayward ember blows this way and this place is The one place to catch on fire in the middle of suburbia. I live in a block of units so I can only do so much outside to prepare. I mean what's the point if the neighbours don't do the same?

A nearby RFS station are having a volunteer recruitment drive and I am SO tempted to join.

-10

I can't pretend I'm OK in any way anymore. My ego has dissolved entirely under the weight of criticism, rejection, and ineffectuality. I have a choice now, either disregard others and harden into an egotistical c**t that I don't like being, continue on despite a feeling that my real soul has died, or die. Vampire, zombie, or corpse?

i chose becoming a hermit out in the woods. away from people, life makes sense again.

YES YES and yes

Dear auntblabby .. understand this completely . Tried that, society developed into the area after me.. situations devolved and here i am anyhow. Struggled for 10 years on my own there .but loved every sunset . But the next ensuing 18 yrs ..
brought traffic crime.. light pollution ..death.. am prolly lucky thought to be able to be here to write .. my own experiences.

No earthy associated number 1 - 10 applies

-10

This year started with me feeling despondent and it will end the same way.

Hard to tell precisely. It's a dark time for me but I'm not desperate or something.

How about the time between the beginning and the end?

-4. I want a man who's right for me.